You're more than in my head

[klena]

I want to let people know.

i don't know if i'm going to be allowed to continue doing my degree in Japanese.

i had a meeting with the head of department.

i think i've started crying at least 10 times so far today. i have also dented the wall of my room by hurling a glass tumbler at it.

i don't know what to do.

i don't - fuck.

fuck fuck fuck.

i just. In case i get all snappy and stuff if you talk to me. i don't mean it.

i'm so sorry. I'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.

[edit] ha. hahaha. exactly 6 months in Leeds. ha ha ha.

Comments

[angelbirdemmi.livejournal.com]

:(

I love you

<33333

*hug tight*

[klena.livejournal.com]

:(

It blows slightly but I'm coping.

I love you too.

<3<3<3<3<3

[kalidor.livejournal.com]

awwwww
:hughughugs:

[klena.livejournal.com]

Thank you darling

[trowicia.livejournal.com]

:( ♥

[klena.livejournal.com]

I'm trying though.

I'm not one to give up so easily? ♥

[waxrose.livejournal.com]

Hang in there, luv. ♥

[klena.livejournal.com]

I'm doing my best, love! I'll try to keep updates about it coming.

Love you. ♥

[marlinkhylacat]

Awww, darling. Come to me if you need it, okay? I've not been on chat like I'd like to be, but for you, I will take a welcome break from taxes and stolen-car forms! YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING GOOD PEOPLE CAN DO FOR YOU. =^^=

[klena.livejournal.com]

Don't panic love - we all have our own lives to lead! Which blows, but it happens! Hahahaha!

I LOVE YOU AND DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO WITHOUT YOU SOMETIMES! ♥

[falasama.livejournal.com]

I felt the same way when I was informed that I would no longer be allowed to continue in the Antimation Major at my school. Colour the bulk of my childhood dreams dashed to nothingness. I've been wanting to be an animator since I can remember.

I really feel for you and I can't tell you how sorry I am.

I'm also sorry that I haven't commented in so long. For I, good madame, am a chode. At any rate, I hope you feel better and I hope things start looking up soon.

[klena.livejournal.com]

It's heartbreaking, isn't it?

Thank you so so much Fala - however they can't actually kick me off. They can prod and insinuate that the best thing would be to let go but I'm a stubborn old bitch. I would prefer the knocks. Only two months or so as it is.

Don't panic about not commenting - life conveniently gets in the way of everything. And I'm really sorry to hear about your fish. It's horrible when a pet dies.

Love you dear. ♥ ♥ ♥

[sacchifox.livejournal.com]

Aww. *hugs* We're all here for you, okay?

[klena.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* Thanks Sacchi. ♥

[hartclanpaladin.livejournal.com]

*hug*

find the happy place and stay there till all goes blue and calm....

[klena.livejournal.com]

a girl is doing her best!

[hartclanpaladin.livejournal.com]

:D

[darthzal.livejournal.com]

Oh, darling... What happened? Are you all right? Is there ANYTHING I can do for you?

Not that it helps you if I send you tons and tons of hugs, but if there's anything I can do for you, anything at all, don't hesitate to ask. If you need to be cheered up, if you want to talk, curse, cry, whatever: I'm right here, and I love you no matter what.

*concerned hug*

[klena.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetheart. I'm going to do a recap tonight hopefully but it's sorta a long story. But I'm failing and the course is so intense that that's a big problem.

And no, there's nothing you can really do, although I can't tell you how much I appreciate the offer. ♥

I love you, no matter what as well and I miss you loads. It feels like so long - isn't it awful? I've got a letter to send to you! Where does it go to? ♥ ♥ ♥