You're more than in my head

[klena]

I want to let people know.

i don't know if i'm going to be allowed to continue doing my degree in Japanese.

i had a meeting with the head of department.

i think i've started crying at least 10 times so far today. i have also dented the wall of my room by hurling a glass tumbler at it.

i don't know what to do.

i don't - fuck.

fuck fuck fuck.

i just. In case i get all snappy and stuff if you talk to me. i don't mean it.

i'm so sorry. I'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.

[edit] ha. hahaha. exactly 6 months in Leeds. ha ha ha.

Comments

[falasama.livejournal.com]

I felt the same way when I was informed that I would no longer be allowed to continue in the Antimation Major at my school. Colour the bulk of my childhood dreams dashed to nothingness. I've been wanting to be an animator since I can remember.

I really feel for you and I can't tell you how sorry I am.

I'm also sorry that I haven't commented in so long. For I, good madame, am a chode. At any rate, I hope you feel better and I hope things start looking up soon.

[klena.livejournal.com]

It's heartbreaking, isn't it?

Thank you so so much Fala - however they can't actually kick me off. They can prod and insinuate that the best thing would be to let go but I'm a stubborn old bitch. I would prefer the knocks. Only two months or so as it is.

Don't panic about not commenting - life conveniently gets in the way of everything. And I'm really sorry to hear about your fish. It's horrible when a pet dies.

Love you dear. ♥ ♥ ♥