You're more than in my head

[klena]

I want to let people know.

i don't know if i'm going to be allowed to continue doing my degree in Japanese.

i had a meeting with the head of department.

i think i've started crying at least 10 times so far today. i have also dented the wall of my room by hurling a glass tumbler at it.

i don't know what to do.

i don't - fuck.

fuck fuck fuck.

i just. In case i get all snappy and stuff if you talk to me. i don't mean it.

i'm so sorry. I'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.

[edit] ha. hahaha. exactly 6 months in Leeds. ha ha ha.

Comments

[darthzal.livejournal.com]

Oh, darling... What happened? Are you all right? Is there ANYTHING I can do for you?

Not that it helps you if I send you tons and tons of hugs, but if there's anything I can do for you, anything at all, don't hesitate to ask. If you need to be cheered up, if you want to talk, curse, cry, whatever: I'm right here, and I love you no matter what.

*concerned hug*

[klena.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetheart. I'm going to do a recap tonight hopefully but it's sorta a long story. But I'm failing and the course is so intense that that's a big problem.

And no, there's nothing you can really do, although I can't tell you how much I appreciate the offer. ♥

I love you, no matter what as well and I miss you loads. It feels like so long - isn't it awful? I've got a letter to send to you! Where does it go to? ♥ ♥ ♥