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Nov. 24th, 2011 11:33 pmSo I did the Bandom voice meme that's going around after hearing the joy that is ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
philosiraptors
My voice is weird!!
Bandom voice meme by Klena
philosiraptorsMy voice is weird!!
Bandom voice meme by Klena
I have to admit that I have had this tab open in Firefox for about a month now, and kept not watching the interview for one reason or another. But I finally watched it tonight and oh my god band *_*
Mikey and Gerard sharing coffee!
Talk about Bandit!
Gerard being all ~artistic~ and ~emotive~
Plus the interviewer seemed really cool. Such, SUCH love!!
http://www.absoluteradio.co.uk/player/My-Chemical-Romance/8427/Interview.html
Mikey and Gerard sharing coffee!
Talk about Bandit!
Gerard being all ~artistic~ and ~emotive~
Plus the interviewer seemed really cool. Such, SUCH love!!
http://www.absoluteradio.co.uk/player/My-Chemical-Romance/8427/Interview.html
Just what god needs, one more victim
Jan. 10th, 2010 03:16 pmOkay so "Church of Hot Addiction" is a really bad tune to listen to when I'm trying to write essays in the library because it makes me want to get up on this tiny desk and start shaking my hips and fist-pumping and singing my heart out!
Although it does seem like I write the best stuff whenever I've got really pumping, fast-beat music on. I always thought essay-writing music should be calm and non-distracting, like Explosions in the Sky or Air or Death Cab or 65daysofstatic, but apparently I was wrong. The current iTunes playlist features Fall Out Boy, Rammestein, Led Zepplin, Cobra Starship, My Chemical Romance, Dragonforce, The Misfits, Muse, Mindless Self Indulgence, Bad Religion, Amanda Palmer, Panic! At The Disco, The Dresden Dolls, Rob Zombie, Kansas, Boston, Styx, AC/DC, Tori Amos, The Caesars, Saliva, Daft Punk, Chris Cornell, Static-X, We Are Scientists, Hole, Rodrido Y Gabriela etc etc.
I love music so much
10 days of bitching and bewailing boys and a simple text asking do i want to go out for dinner tonight is making my heart pound in my chest and a stupid smile appear on my face. Something to work towards.
5702/7000 come on
Although it does seem like I write the best stuff whenever I've got really pumping, fast-beat music on. I always thought essay-writing music should be calm and non-distracting, like Explosions in the Sky or Air or Death Cab or 65daysofstatic, but apparently I was wrong. The current iTunes playlist features Fall Out Boy, Rammestein, Led Zepplin, Cobra Starship, My Chemical Romance, Dragonforce, The Misfits, Muse, Mindless Self Indulgence, Bad Religion, Amanda Palmer, Panic! At The Disco, The Dresden Dolls, Rob Zombie, Kansas, Boston, Styx, AC/DC, Tori Amos, The Caesars, Saliva, Daft Punk, Chris Cornell, Static-X, We Are Scientists, Hole, Rodrido Y Gabriela etc etc.
I love music so much
10 days of bitching and bewailing boys and a simple text asking do i want to go out for dinner tonight is making my heart pound in my chest and a stupid smile appear on my face. Something to work towards.
5702/7000 come on
Woh-hoh, WOH-hoh, Woh-HOOOOOOH-hoh hoh
Apr. 21st, 2009 03:57 amGERARD WAY ♥_______♥
oh my god, you and YOUR FACE! *_______________*
oh my god, you and YOUR FACE! *_______________*
sold my songs to have my fortune told
Dec. 6th, 2008 05:45 pmOh how can it be, sweet mama tell me why
why all love's discipline's have to wither and die
Possibly the most pogniant, fucking awful and awesome song to hear just after finishing reading the next installment of the Unholy Verse by bexless: Staring Through The Demons. Anyone who spoke to me after I read the last one (I Have Been All Things Unholy) will know how much I flailed over it and was just ridiculously in love with it. So, due to my fucking wank week so far (little breakdowns that are more than just little and feeling lost and not wanting to speak/be/breathe) I've been reading it on and off.
However tonight I managed to sit down and read the last half of the fic (seriously, half of it) and I don't actually believe I've ever sobbed at a fic like that. Granted I had needed to sit and break and weep properly for a while but I was sitting, tears actually dripping onto my hands as I read the last quarter of the fic. And stopped at the end of it and just sobbed. Full on, head aching, chest hurting sobs.
I probably read sort of normally right now but I feel like I'm living in a state of emotional shock (thanks Julian) - a living dead doll. I'm not really here or there, i'm just....existing is not even a word for it at the minute. don't have the strength to sleep, to laugh, to work and dress up and study. it makes me feel like a doll with strings cut. Like Mikey at the end.
Something wouldn't leave my head yesterday
It's almost on the same level as a Shakespearean comedy: tales of love and fond deception except that those players can take their masks off - we can't because we are living it. There are no deus ex machinas for us, no chaotic last acts because that is not the way this great stage works. Standing to the side and painting-carving-pouring a facade onto your mask but it's too thin - too translucent to your own face so there is a sad truth to your face and no longer the easy smile. How sad that is.
I promise Lauren, the awesome crazychickencow I'd do this for her. And I am. because she is having a slightly rough time at the minute and i am trying to make it better with fandom and bandom. So, here is me trying!
First! A drabble!
Arashi, Aiba/Jun, something fluffy
1,541 words (WHAT SORT OF DRABBLE IS THAT?)
Sort of a Mafia AU? I don't know, just go with it folks. Cut text by My Chemical Romance, inspiration by Batman: Gotham Knight. No I don't understand it either.Also, for something that was supposed to be a drabble, it got sort of out of hand. FAIL
( well I won't go down by myself but i'll go down with my friends )
Or, rather apparently this is just going to be the drabble which actually is more of a ficlet because the ficlet idea is bouncing about my brain but it is after 3 and i am still sort of ill so there will be ficlet tomorrow.
/o\ utterly made of fail, i am sorry Lauren.
In other news I made my brother watch a little of Life On The Murder Scene with me because i am trying to get him to study other drummers and their style so we watched some of the live footage and fuck me, BOB BRYAR. My love for you is not exactly pure but it is burning. Like a sun. And Frank, you are a tiny powerhouse of makeup and ink and awesome. And Gerard is campy and makeup and greasy and his stupid face my god people. My Chemical Romance, my god ♥
Also, I am falling completely back in love with Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge. Expect rambling when i am, y'know, vaguely coherent again.
crazychickencow I'd do this for her. And I am. because she is having a slightly rough time at the minute and i am trying to make it better with fandom and bandom. So, here is me trying!First! A drabble!
Arashi, Aiba/Jun, something fluffy
1,541 words (WHAT SORT OF DRABBLE IS THAT?)
Sort of a Mafia AU? I don't know, just go with it folks. Cut text by My Chemical Romance, inspiration by Batman: Gotham Knight. No I don't understand it either.Also, for something that was supposed to be a drabble, it got sort of out of hand. FAIL
( well I won't go down by myself but i'll go down with my friends )
Or, rather apparently this is just going to be the drabble which actually is more of a ficlet because the ficlet idea is bouncing about my brain but it is after 3 and i am still sort of ill so there will be ficlet tomorrow.
/o\ utterly made of fail, i am sorry Lauren.
In other news I made my brother watch a little of Life On The Murder Scene with me because i am trying to get him to study other drummers and their style so we watched some of the live footage and fuck me, BOB BRYAR. My love for you is not exactly pure but it is burning. Like a sun. And Frank, you are a tiny powerhouse of makeup and ink and awesome. And Gerard is campy and makeup and greasy and his stupid face my god people. My Chemical Romance, my god ♥
Also, I am falling completely back in love with Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge. Expect rambling when i am, y'know, vaguely coherent again.
musesfool posted this Buffy quote and I competely forgot about it. My god - I forgot how much I loved that series sometimes. And Season 4! Even if it was a bit of a bust - it had summoning The First. Love! I walk. I talk. I shop. I sneeze. I'm gonna be a fireman when the floods roll back. There's trees in the desert since you moved out, and I don't sleep on a bed of bones.- - - - - - -
First night back at work was AWESOME. Got laughed at because me and one of the work mates Phill were standing at drive-through window bitching at each other and he topped me in our banter and said "I was one the student - now I am the master" to which I shouted "ONLY THE MASTER OF EVIL, DARTH" which lead to the two of us CRACKING THE FUCK UP laughing and then I turned around to hang this lady's food out the window only to see her and her friend were killing themselves laughing at me too. WIN. \o/
I also had a customer actually summon J.P over because she came with her children and her husband to our store every night for the past 6 months and the service had always been atrocious and she admitted she actually hated coming her but I had been so nice and pleasant and efficient and prompt and friendly that she was much happier about coming to the store and said it was the best service she ever had. FUCK YEAH \o/
Then there were a few drinks after work with me trying to get Phill to listen to Cobra Starship and flail about My Chem and banter between me and J.P and Matt and Eddie and his mum.
There is also stuff to be said about Matt and me and sitting up in my house until 7am but that will be later. Maybe.
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OK SO I HAVE THIS PART OF A FIC THAT IS GERARD AND FRANK AND I WROTE IT WHEN I WAS SLIGHTLY FUCKED UP AND IT'S SEEMING LIKE EARLY-MCR DAYS WHEN GERARD WAS STILL A LITTLE FUCKED UP ABOUT ELENA BECAUSE HE'S RANTING ABOUT IT AND FRANK'S JUST COMPLETELY FUCKING PUT HIS FOOT IN IT AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO WITH IT NOW. HELP HELP HELP /O\
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It actually makes my chest hurt when i think how much i've fallen in love with bandom because oh my god BOYS and they're all sorts of special and legendary and oh my heart - i swear it could explode out of my chest sometimes - it feels so full. it's nice. i forgot that sometimes with fandom. OH BANDOM.
i also find myself in need of happy!flaily!dorky bandom icons. SEND HELP PLEASE
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I am away to go babysit now but i am going to drag my laptop with me and possibly write fic. GOOD TIMES GREAT DAYS
LEAVING FOR WORK IN T-MINUS 25 MINUTES. D:
Although it's a close with JP so it'll be okay. And Eddie who i will shout at and mock and laugh at/with.
AND OH MY GOD, does Gerard Way make a "Sandman" reference in "It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish"? Could I love that man anymore?
Although it's a close with JP so it'll be okay. And Eddie who i will shout at and mock and laugh at/with.
AND OH MY GOD, does Gerard Way make a "Sandman" reference in "It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish"? Could I love that man anymore?
would you turn to me and say
Jun. 7th, 2008 04:52 amIT IS NEARLY 5AM AND I CAN'T GO TO BED BEFORE I POST THIS FOR mcee BECAUSE MY SOUL WON'T ALLOW ME. BECAUSE I OWED IT TO HER.
Where did the idea come from? a week and a half agomcee posted this Okay, so, I've been wanting an AU where Frank never joins MCR and Pencey falls apart and Frank just ends up a MCR fanboy and goes to so many shows that the band starts to remember him etc etc, right? IT'S FRANK/GERARD, NATCH.
But people tell me this is creepy. :|
And in an effort to prove it wasn't creepy Iwhored myself out to her offered to art if she'd write the fic.
HERE'S MY END OF OUR AGREEMENT, DEAR! >D ♥
( Frank thought, trying not to molest Gerard right then and there, that he was suddenly really REALLY glad he hadn't worn his Mikey Fuckin Way shirt... )
....FIRST BANDOM PIC!
\o/
mcee BECAUSE MY SOUL WON'T ALLOW ME. BECAUSE I OWED IT TO HER. Where did the idea come from? a week and a half ago
mcee posted this Okay, so, I've been wanting an AU where Frank never joins MCR and Pencey falls apart and Frank just ends up a MCR fanboy and goes to so many shows that the band starts to remember him etc etc, right? IT'S FRANK/GERARD, NATCH.But people tell me this is creepy. :|
And in an effort to prove it wasn't creepy I
HERE'S MY END OF OUR AGREEMENT, DEAR! >D ♥
( Frank thought, trying not to molest Gerard right then and there, that he was suddenly really REALLY glad he hadn't worn his Mikey Fuckin Way shirt... )
....FIRST BANDOM PIC!
\o/
what's the worst thing I could say?
May. 10th, 2008 11:31 amI should write a massive big post about what I've been doing in New York since I got here and all the GOOD TIMES I am having and wishing Emmi a happy birthday but
1) I am leaving to meet Emmi in 15 minutes
2) I cannot write coherently
3) The Black Parade is dead.
OH MY GOD MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
And they-!! They talked about being at Madison Square Garden, like, 15 years ago and Mikey telling Gerard as they watched Smashing Pumpkins that this was what he wanted to do and Gerard said "OK Mikey" and THEY DID and MASSIVE FUCK OFF MEXICAN WAVE and got better tickets the day of the gig and Gerard picked Mikey up as he played (during...'Teenagers'?) and held him up above people and -!!
....!!!
I cannot explain properly my flail and now require (when I get home) to have bandom icons. Because fuck me. FUCK ME. I do not even have appropriate FLAIL icons for how happy I am right now.
I am also achey as fuck, got COMPLETELY SOAKED YESTERDAY AND WALKED AROUND LIKE THAT FOR AT LEAST 12 HOURS and am not sure what state my voice is in this morning but....
!!!!!!
AND THEN two days til home. HOME!
1) I am leaving to meet Emmi in 15 minutes
2) I cannot write coherently
3) The Black Parade is dead.
OH MY GOD MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
And they-!! They talked about being at Madison Square Garden, like, 15 years ago and Mikey telling Gerard as they watched Smashing Pumpkins that this was what he wanted to do and Gerard said "OK Mikey" and THEY DID and MASSIVE FUCK OFF MEXICAN WAVE and got better tickets the day of the gig and Gerard picked Mikey up as he played (during...'Teenagers'?) and held him up above people and -!!
....!!!
I cannot explain properly my flail and now require (when I get home) to have bandom icons. Because fuck me. FUCK ME. I do not even have appropriate FLAIL icons for how happy I am right now.
I am also achey as fuck, got COMPLETELY SOAKED YESTERDAY AND WALKED AROUND LIKE THAT FOR AT LEAST 12 HOURS and am not sure what state my voice is in this morning but....
!!!!!!
AND THEN two days til home. HOME!
