My head is giving me life or death but I can't chose

[klena]

Despite that slightly depressing title line - I am so spiffy it's not true. You're all in for some random thoughts~~~!

Zal, if we get a clear night sky, you and I are going to sit under the stars. Last night, after chasing Dart to get back into the FUCKING garage for the best part of 40 minutes, I grabbed a blanket and lay out for about 20 minutes until 2 or so. It was amazingly awesome.

I also have to talk to you about Arrival day! I think we're getting the bus.

OMFG 1 MONTH TO FLORIDA!!! I wish I believed it.

I feel happy.

I've been reading this introduction to Jung - fuck me! It's like someone's ringing this bell inside me. Amazing. Very, VERY cool. ^_^

I am as hyper as a Chipmunk on Acid. Possibly Alvin, haha!

I went into Eason's today, after bollocks at the dole, which still has all it's Half-Blood banners hanging up. So I turned to one of the older women on the staff and said: "Can I ask an odd question?" She looked at me like 'OMG WTF bitch?' so I asked what they did with the banners after the sale was over. She said the primary school had claimed then. 'Damn it' sez I and she grinned. Told me I wasn't the first one to ask. I laughed and said "One year ago I wouldn't have touched the books now I'm an addict. I have no space in my room as it is but I still wanted a banner." She laughed with me and then said..."How many do you want?' 'Only one' sez me, looking very mournful and pouty. She grinned and said in a sly manner: 'We're taking them down on Friday I think...And I don't think the window ones aren't claimed...' I almost let out a fangirl SQUEE but I didn't. Then she took my name and winked at me.

My story telling style in that story was wild, ha ha ha ha!

Chat tonight was BRILLIANT. Joey and Dei and Tim were all on and the topics discussed ranged from: Final Waltz - Saiyuki/Harry Potter crossover - Half-Blood Prince discussion - the dealing of SMUT - tomato soup - dream - ellipses - Dalmations being the pet of Satan - Julian being Jesus - Fandom birthdays - knives - Anakin not liking sand or girls and random slash.

It was a good day. I even napped out on the lawn today.

And I'm going to Belfast with my girls tomorrow. We're going to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. (And why the fuck do I keep going to call it Willy Wonka and the Chocolote Factory? Crazy I say!)

I have such ideas and such thoughts and the ideas for my fandom birthday are all coming together! Hey you! Don't know what I'm on about? Check the last entry of mine! ^_^

OK. I'm finished typing things for mum and I'm headed to bed. To not sleep because I have so much caffine in my system it's like my blood is fizzing! (and BTW, Americans, how the hell do you drink Dr. Pepper? It's like mainlining sugar!)

Comments

[urbanelf.livejournal.com]

Dr Pepper is teh nasters...
I remember when /I/ Said I wouldn't read HP, but I ate my words with hot sauce.
Congrats on getting the standup.

And as for the stars...
Nya, that's some good times. Star-gazing is/was/will-be always fun.

Have fun in the florida area. I so want to go down and be there then, but I live in the north. And not having a job or a method of transportation, no go ..
Ah well
Do enjoy, love! ^^

[klena.livejournal.com]

I've actually become slightly addicted to it!

Ah, back in the day - only two years ago! How did you get into it? Thanks!

Star-gazing is awesome to the power of awesome. Was it different, in the past?

We shall meet one day! I shall make it my duty!

I will enjoy! Thanks love!

[urbanelf.livejournal.com]

I got into it by seeing one of the movies and thinking, "Ah, this isn't SO bad," and then I read one of the books lying around the house, and then I read all of them in the next month. There was only the fourth at this time.

And my duty as well, to have a fabulous time with much singing and happiness to be had.

Always, darling. Always ^^

[klena.livejournal.com]

That's a pretty cool way of entering the fandom!

Then, because it is our duty, we will have a fantabulous time! With singing and dancing and happiness and karaoke and curry. ^_^

[urbanelf.livejournal.com]

Karaoke + curry = Curryoke?

I thought it was. I then had trouble reading the fifth one, but I'm going to try it again after going through the first for once again. Once I dig up the first one that is.

[urbanelf.livejournal.com]

I missed the star-gazing quetion at first. I can't say it was really different. Maybe some different patterns. Different moons, different places, but it is essentially the same thing we look up at. It is the vast expanses of the universe, twinkling balls of fire in the sky. I believe it's intrigue is eternal.

[klena.livejournal.com]

The intrigue of the sky is amazingly potent - some nights I've stopped in my tracks to gaze up.

It sounds like it was wonderful.

[urbanelf.livejournal.com]

Is, was, shall be. Wonderful and wonderous for all of eternity. The pulsing synapses of the universe brain, the being that envelops us all in it's unconceivable huge being.

Sometimes, when I have fallen asleep beneath the stars, I would dream of them speaking to me all in unison. Innumerable voices. It was like all of existence vibrating with endless variations on a theme. Simple sentances, simple concepts, but unthinkably complex in their infinite permutations.