I got soul but I'm not a soldier
Jul. 23rd, 2005 06:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Hey guys. The Thing is creeping back. It hasn't hit entirely but I can feel it - feel that my moods are slipping, my emotions are all over the place, I can't sleep even when I'm dog tired, my heart pains, my wrists are going again - even my mum thinks I look ill. And I do. Even I can see it.
So I may not be on as much as I have been recently. I need a little break.
However I say I need and am taking a break from this but it won't be long, knowing me. The net calls me back constantly.
My heart hurts again.
I feel rotten again.
Bastard.
So I may not be on as much as I have been recently. I need a little break.
However I say I need and am taking a break from this but it won't be long, knowing me. The net calls me back constantly.
My heart hurts again.
I feel rotten again.
Bastard.
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Date: 2005-07-23 10:09 pm (UTC)I am truly sorry to hear that the Thing is creeping over you.
Even as it has me in it's clutches, I see through the mental blood, the tears of billions of years, to see the shining force of my ability to always escape it.. The energy of determination will see you through the storm, and after it, there will be calm yet again.
Much love to ya. Much much. I shall sing and dance for ya on your return, even if it will have to be only typed about instead of seen and heard. Cause you deserves it.
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Date: 2005-07-24 05:59 am (UTC)Get yerself better! Lockeana and I are working on various ZQLages, which you must read when you survive your Thing and come back. =^^=
Take all the time you need!
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Date: 2005-07-29 11:47 pm (UTC)I'm working hard. I'll be good.