I swear, this will be my last heartbreak

[klena]

Oh hello LiveJournal, I remember you! If none of what I am about to say makes any sense, forgive me. I haven't been to bed before 12:30am all week so I'm slightly sleep deprived.

Christmas (and someone's 18th) is coming up. This means presents, most of which are likely to be artwork for friends and stuff as my Lack O' Funding is now infamous everywhere. Literally, people know me for not having very much money. Maybe a job would be good, hahaha.

To everyone suffering mental anguish and trauma and who has needed support these last 2-3 weeks, I apologise for not being there but my shit just kept piling up and almost overwhelmed me. (Well it did on Monday. Crying in Ashley's arms was nice. Long time since I've properly cried.)

I only have, lesse, 13 days of term left. Thank Gods but I also have a shitload of work to do before I get off.

Right! Messages for people!


Joey, I haven't talked about Final Waltz in a while because I haven't finished reading "Shadows of Fire" and don't want to say anything until I finish; it's a thing with me. However, just because I don't talk here about FW doesn't mean I don't think about it. There are art's plotted, and even roughly sketched but it's very difficult to rob the school's scanner while trying to do schoolwork. No excuse really but, y'know. I wouldn't have read Final Waltz...No that's wrong. I wouldn't have continued to read Final Waltz unless I was really 'into' it.

I'm sorry for not commenting but, last week, I finally got time to continue reading "Shadows" and am now roughly 70 pages from the end. I really do enjoy reading it but every time I think "Oh yeah, should say to Joey (insert thing here)" sometime distracts me. I'm really, quite seriously scatterbrained. ^_^ Sorry. Email me about The Waltz. Question me. Ask me if you want something or someone to talk to. I need prompting. Love you though.



I love you. You better know that, woman! I have things for you. They will be sent to you once they're done but I am scatterbrained. Rest your hand! Show me your writings! I miss emailing you. I'm sorry; there will be a mail sent before Christmas. If my computer doesn't explode. Which it could. Grumpy bastard.

I had more stuff to say to you but I can't remember. Senility begins to kick in before my 18th birthday; gundammit. ^_~ You rock my socks.



I'm sorry you might not get to ORC this year. Haven't a clue what it is but I know you're disappointed. Let's face it, money sucks. I love your art and Aceilux. I also have fan art of Aceilux for you but trying to scan Hobbit!/Elf Pr0n in school warrents questions. I'll do my best. Come hell or high-water, you will get your Pr0n.



You will have tea! I promise. Despite my lacking funds, you will have tea! Now I have to go buy Lilo and Stitch - you've convinced me Jumba/Pleakley are OMG!OTP, therefore Lilo And Stitch is on my Christmas list.



Thank you for your comments on my religious freak-out a while back. Sorry for not responding! I'm sorry about you and your husband. That sucks muchly. (<<---never been one for expansive phrases!) But Christmas is coming. And your new hair colour rocks. So even though life may suck, we'll always have Shoebox ^_~


Now that I've done that it's 5:39 and I have work to do...or not. I had more to say but it's all been pushed out of my head. Maybe it'll come back. Maybe.

When the violence causes silence
We must be mistaken...
It's the same old deed
Since 1916,
In your head, in your head,
They're still fighting!
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs, and their guns...
In your head, in your head
They are dying...

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[lipstickcat.livejournal.com]

Wow. I didn't expect to be addressed when I scrolled down then! So: You're welcome. Its ok. Me too. Indeedy. ...yay?... Thank you, doesn't it just? Yay!!! (although they need to update already).

^_^

Excuse me if I seem a little odd. Have a phone call to make in an hour and am chewing my nails off in anticipation...