I swear, this will be my last heartbreak

[klena]

Oh hello LiveJournal, I remember you! If none of what I am about to say makes any sense, forgive me. I haven't been to bed before 12:30am all week so I'm slightly sleep deprived.

Christmas (and someone's 18th) is coming up. This means presents, most of which are likely to be artwork for friends and stuff as my Lack O' Funding is now infamous everywhere. Literally, people know me for not having very much money. Maybe a job would be good, hahaha.

To everyone suffering mental anguish and trauma and who has needed support these last 2-3 weeks, I apologise for not being there but my shit just kept piling up and almost overwhelmed me. (Well it did on Monday. Crying in Ashley's arms was nice. Long time since I've properly cried.)

I only have, lesse, 13 days of term left. Thank Gods but I also have a shitload of work to do before I get off.

Right! Messages for people!


Joey, I haven't talked about Final Waltz in a while because I haven't finished reading "Shadows of Fire" and don't want to say anything until I finish; it's a thing with me. However, just because I don't talk here about FW doesn't mean I don't think about it. There are art's plotted, and even roughly sketched but it's very difficult to rob the school's scanner while trying to do schoolwork. No excuse really but, y'know. I wouldn't have read Final Waltz...No that's wrong. I wouldn't have continued to read Final Waltz unless I was really 'into' it.

I'm sorry for not commenting but, last week, I finally got time to continue reading "Shadows" and am now roughly 70 pages from the end. I really do enjoy reading it but every time I think "Oh yeah, should say to Joey (insert thing here)" sometime distracts me. I'm really, quite seriously scatterbrained. ^_^ Sorry. Email me about The Waltz. Question me. Ask me if you want something or someone to talk to. I need prompting. Love you though.



I love you. You better know that, woman! I have things for you. They will be sent to you once they're done but I am scatterbrained. Rest your hand! Show me your writings! I miss emailing you. I'm sorry; there will be a mail sent before Christmas. If my computer doesn't explode. Which it could. Grumpy bastard.

I had more stuff to say to you but I can't remember. Senility begins to kick in before my 18th birthday; gundammit. ^_~ You rock my socks.



I'm sorry you might not get to ORC this year. Haven't a clue what it is but I know you're disappointed. Let's face it, money sucks. I love your art and Aceilux. I also have fan art of Aceilux for you but trying to scan Hobbit!/Elf Pr0n in school warrents questions. I'll do my best. Come hell or high-water, you will get your Pr0n.



You will have tea! I promise. Despite my lacking funds, you will have tea! Now I have to go buy Lilo and Stitch - you've convinced me Jumba/Pleakley are OMG!OTP, therefore Lilo And Stitch is on my Christmas list.



Thank you for your comments on my religious freak-out a while back. Sorry for not responding! I'm sorry about you and your husband. That sucks muchly. (<<---never been one for expansive phrases!) But Christmas is coming. And your new hair colour rocks. So even though life may suck, we'll always have Shoebox ^_~


Now that I've done that it's 5:39 and I have work to do...or not. I had more to say but it's all been pushed out of my head. Maybe it'll come back. Maybe.

When the violence causes silence
We must be mistaken...
It's the same old deed
Since 1916,
In your head, in your head,
They're still fighting!
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs, and their guns...
In your head, in your head
They are dying...

Comments

[whitehaiku.livejournal.com]

Oh dear, this wasn't what I was talking about in my posts... I wasn't trying to imply that you're at all at fault! You're actually one of the rare people who thinks about Waltz and then writes about it without me even being there, which always, always makes my day. You don't need to explain any reasons.

[klena.livejournal.com]

I knew it wasn't what you were talking about. I knew i didn't have to give you a reason. I just wanted to.

[whitehaiku.livejournal.com]

Then... Thank you. <3

[lipstickcat.livejournal.com]

Wow. I didn't expect to be addressed when I scrolled down then! So: You're welcome. Its ok. Me too. Indeedy. ...yay?... Thank you, doesn't it just? Yay!!! (although they need to update already).

^_^

Excuse me if I seem a little odd. Have a phone call to make in an hour and am chewing my nails off in anticipation...

[wyna-hiros.livejournal.com]

ORC is a Lord of the Rings convention. It'll be especially squeeworth besides the fanworks because a certain Elijah Wood and Sean Astin will be there. :)

Actually, I'm trying to squeeze into it ghetto-style, so I actually might still be going. Just means I'll have to work my ass off to cover up the gap in the work schedule.

Ooh, you have Aceilux fanart! Do send away if you have time! ^^ <3333

Thank you for your concern :)

[falasama.livejournal.com]

Aaaw. Thank you. Take you time, dear. No rush ^_^ And I totally sympathise with the lack o' funds situation ::pats her tired, tattered billfold::

And hurrah for Lilo and Stitch! And if you come away from the film liking J/P as much as I do, you should make a point of scoping out the sequel, "Stitch! The Movie" (affectionately referred to by myself as "Jumba and Pleakley's Big Gay Boat Ride"). Seriously, between that and the television series, there is enough slash to kill a horse ^_^

[marlinkhylacat]

I have finally gotten around to reading LJ again! (Getting ready for the holideis/doing job stuff REALLY takes a lot out of ya. =O_o=)

LOL, I was just thinking yesterdei that I should email you. But it would be to ask a stupid question on Briticisms picked up from Keeping Up Appearances. XD

Also, I must get your presents mailed soon! I might have to send your card separately so that MAYBE it will arrive before Decemberween ends! I totally forgot to take into account that sending to other countries takes a lot longer than sending to other states, I so rarely mail to Europe. =^^;=

[marlinkhylacat]

AND I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!