klena | It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown

Well, I'm back.

Granted this is not the longest I've ever been away from LJ or the net, but I'm still back. And living in Leeds.

I should have fucking *tons* to say but I don't really. Maybe that has something to do with the fact that it's 1:30am but maybe not.

I'm in my halls and I have to say, it's been easier than I'd thought it would be. And I'm glad.

I had a good old weep once mum and dad left. And then another one whenever I found this letter and card my mum had snuck into my bag. It was lovely and touching and hurtful in the way I needed it too.

And I have tons to say about Matt because I sorta thought we were broken up due to a fight we had last week. And then him not coming out with me on my last night after me not seeing him since the Monday. That really hurt me - more than I thought it would.

But I think I'm still with him. Which is good and bad because I feel I should be slightly freer here but at the same time, I'm glad at the thought of it. Needless to say, if he doesn't keep his promise to visit me, there's going to be hell to pay. Especially as he 'misses me so fucking much.'

ANYWAYS ENOUGH ABOUT HIM.

I've met a bunch of neat people. I FINALLY met another Northern Irish girl after wandering around campus for days without having even heard of another N.Ier here. And there's a couple of cool people on my Japanese course that I'm getting close to and having fun with. And my flatmates are lovely. And surprisingly similar to me - by that I mean we all get on and we all have the same sort of taste in foods and similar attitudes to going out and the like. So is good.

I'm a bit worried I'm not smart enough to be here.

And the Japanese text books scare the shit out of me.

But I think I'm getting there.

Except that I have to sort out a clash between English and Japanese tomorrow but besides that!

So, did you all miss me? What's the craic?