Sometimes I forget I'm still awake - I fuck up and say these things out loud

[klena]

I should so =fucking= not be on this computer now.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKL FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

I have just done the close with this fucking idiot who has been in McDonalds longer than me but doesn't know how to close the kitchen on her own, our fucking MANAGER had to do it for her and then she said that Teresa and I just stood and watched her as she did the floor - which is fucking lies because =I= did most of the floor ON MY OWN and then she took fucking YEARS to cook anything and acts like she's my bastarding manager.

And, I'm on at 9am tomorrow. Which is against McDonalds FUCKING work policy - I'm meant to have at LEAST 9 hours between a close and my next shift. So I go to bed now - up at 8, into work at 9.

There is so much more I could ramble about - but I'm stopping myself...

And I had this fucking WRETCHED dream about my mum dying last night so I don't feel rested at all

And I hate my life now and I'm so close to bursting into tears.

Gerard is getting such an earful tomorrow morning.

My heart is still beating

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[waxrose.livejournal.com]

*holds you close*

Hang in there, love. I'm sorry that things are so terrible - don't people like that just make you want to scream at them? :D