When I was younger, so much younger than today

[klena]

Sirius Black can KISS MY ARSE.

What writing tension? ^_~ He is being frustrating awkward by being a drunken smart-arse and I have to write him like that for 2 more stories. Also, he is taking ages to get to the good stuff - I did actually say to my screen "just kiss him, you stupid drunken bastard!". The trials of writing, ha ha!

I have actually started my fandom birthday presents for y'all with 4 on the go at once because I miscalculated the days. Me = LOSER.

OK. I'll calm myself.

I'm having trouble with the drunken conversations. I've never been drunk so I've never had a drunken conversation with someone except as the amused!Sober!person on the other side. I decided to write as though Elizabeth and I are on sugar but all we do is make snipey comments to each other and be either flirty or very dirty. Hmmm. That might work.

I haven't written a really long journal entry in ages. Oh well - que sera sera or something.

I want to mail whitehaiku's birthday present tomorrow but I don't think the card is ready. Balls.

'Lost' is starting on my fandom birthday - HUZZAH! Dom Monaghan is drool-inducing.

I want to write Harry/Draco but I have to focus on the stories, damnit! Well, at least I get to write H/D in Dei's. That'll be a relief.

I wanted to get a good body reference book in Newry but there weren't any. Does anybody know of any good books, or even websites, for reference poses?

PORN! I think I have a teenaged-boy side who was brought out during a short conversation with Joey. I shall call him Sirius and have done with the whole business.

I was just thinking about poetry. I'm not sure why - maybe it's the Keat's on my icon - but I was thinking about poetry. And the different kinds. I want to read more poetry.

I also want more Harry Potter smut because, as ssaylagypsystar's dealer, I need to keep my stock full and bulging.

I did not mean the obvious sexual nature to the above comment. I am sorry. I feel smutty or something. It's a pity I've never really written smut before, isn't it! HAHA!

I win at life.

I am obviously too full of caffeine. (Yorkie, 3 cups of tea, Dr. Pepper and mint's in 2 hours isn't too much is it? Shit, it is.)

I want more icon space, damnit.

I need to get back to work on the presents and stop updating journals with useless rambling about inane bollocks.

My fingers have frozen up again. Time to get the gloves out - ho hum.

I am leaving!

Comments

[urbanelf.livejournal.com]

I'm glad my tips for drunkenness were good. I've plenty of experience, both writing and being, so I know the good, the bad, and the ugly of it.

The real of me shan't change, and I shan't abandon. I think you will do well with the smoke. My guess is that the spirit of the earth, the real affecting force behind the smoke, is already in your spirit's ken. Know what I mean? If not, I simply mean that cannabis only produces effects in people because we have a receptor for it in our brains. It's something that's already inherently a part of life, and the effects are had by all, even those who never smoke, at some point in their life. That too, and your particular aura seems to relate a certain pschedellic vibe.

Oh you are not a loser, but I'm glad you're proud of yourself. &hearts forever.

Funny story, when I was a wee one, they put me on speed and said it was treatment for my differences, methamphetamine to make me concentrate, to be taken in by the system. I never had a choice in the matter, and I know what it is like for an amphetamine addict to go through withdrawl because I tried to stop taking the meds in high school. No go, it was hell from there. A few years of popping random stimulants, smoking mad tobbacco, drinking too much caffeine, and even gassing myself, and I was nearly dead. But from that state I rose up, and cast off the shackles of chemical opression.

I knew you weren't a user. And I don't think you're at all the type to become an alchoholic either.
But I have seen much of the mindscape of perception, and eaten, smoked, and drank the transcending plants of this earth, spoken with the trees and the forests, the jungles and the overgrown ghettos.
These are also chemical states.
Yet they are states that evolved naturally in the earth's fertile womb.
Like the mother earth herself, there are things both beautiful and terrible. There are things both healthy and things insidious.

Chanting alone is unlikely to work, but it's on anyway!
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You are indeed learning the smut. It's absolutely deviously delicifying. You have made me proud ^_^ And no doubt you will continue to.
Huzzah for each and every jewel of the fics you posted.

[klena.livejournal.com]

Drunken tips - so so so so helpful! Although in the other drunken fics the crew are more philosophical drunks. *rolls eyes*

I appreciate the vote of confidence in me and I will do my best to fulfil the expectations. I do understand what you mean about the spirit of earth in my soul so therefore I would hope that my spirit doesn't let me down! (and I would agree that my soul is particularly psychedelic)

Very proud indeed. At times. ^_^

Actually, if it isn't too much for you, could you tell me about the withdrawal? I know it must have been a horrible time for you but I like to hear about people's experiences - even the bad ones. I am so proud and so glad of you removing yourself from the situation and triumphing.

I sincerely hope you're right about the alcohol remark. (I have half a family of them so it's been a huge worry for me for years) However, despite my inexperience, I will try as, as you have said, they are natural states and everyone has such knowledge embedded in themselves.

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I am muchly glad you think so. I am so blushing *^_^* Thank you.