There's dry blood on your wrist...Your dry blood on my fingertips

[klena]

It's not fair.

It's not.

No guy should be able to affect me like this! I knew it was him on the phone and I answered and just spent half an hour talking to him...Talking about it. I explained some stuff - he...I dunno.

Christ, I'm practically blushing.

ARRRGH

He wants to meet up on Saturday when he's in Downpatrick.

I'm definitely going to see him on Sunday at Ruth's leaving barbecue.

Arse. Arse bollocks tit. Fuck shit piss balls.

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[hartclanpaladin.livejournal.com]

If u are not happy about it.

wait till sunday.

[klena.livejournal.com]

I am.

I still don't know if I'm happy about it.

[trowicia.livejournal.com]

::huggles you because she doesn't know what else to do or say:: ♥

[klena.livejournal.com]

*Huggles back because she appreciates the gesture and realises it must be wholly confusing situation from the outside.* ♥ ♥

[donal.livejournal.com]

You've gotta think this...is he worth it? Danny is a nice guy and (ignoring his immaturity in the time I knew him) I never had anything aganist the guy, I think you would be good together. Wait till Sunday I think, means your jumping when he clicks but if you really really wanna see him and youre missing him etc then see him on Saturday but tell him you have to see what else you are doing before you tell him you will go if you decide to do that. Hope I am help. :)

[klena.livejournal.com]

I don't know if he's worth it, D. I like him. He said he'd see me - I'd see him but I don't know if I want all this fuss. And I like him but I don't know if I care anymore.

Does that make any sense?

And you are helpful. Thank you~~ *hugs*

[donal.livejournal.com]

I think I know what you are saying yes...:) Glad to be of service.

[donal.livejournal.com]

It means youre not jumping sorry...typo

[urbanelf.livejournal.com]

Aaand, I already break from what I said in my first post, and pay no attention to time, and just post relipage.

My own instincts send up a red flag towards /anyone/ asking to meet up alone, unless they are A) someone I'm comfortable being alone around already and B) I am fairly certain of their intent.

If both A and B are met. Then you should go for it, otherwise, be safe first.

My thoughts are simple; if he makes you feel good, then it's a good thing. Be calm about it, know that someone fancying you isn't that world-shaking a thing.. =P

In all my years of communicating with people through text, I have yet to be fundamentally wrong about my inklings towards a person's personality, at least in people I've seen a good deal of writing from..

That being said, from what all I know, my avid attention to your writing, both fictional and you simply writing about yourself, and the blush that's on my face... I do believe that I fancy you as well, if such things are really possible in a case where the only interaction is text. But it is emotion, and a person behind that text, and it's certainly true that for me at least, the foundations of fancying someone are mental things, not physical things, or rather, things that for me seem well conveyed through text in certain situations.. I'm certainly babbling like I fancy you, aren't I?.. Uhhh...

*sits a bit dazed*

Well. With my foot in my mouth, I say this. What I just said doesn't change the fact that you should pursue what your heart tells you is true, whatever and whoever that may be. Keep in mind that your life is YOURS to live, and that if someone can complement you living for yourself, have a sincere and honest up-front relationship of the sort that you feel comfortable with, then there's no reason not to be with them.

Love is supposed to be freedom, not emburdenment. The emburdening things are usually aspects of, or restrictions imposed by society. The first consultant should always be your heart, and thenafter, those you trust with your heart.

It is my philosophy that a lover who could not be among one's best and most trusted friends, then they are not fit to be one's lover.

Shit, I am sooo fucking rambling. I bet I hit the 4300 character limit... Nope. Not 4300, and I've used a non-existant word and a variation thereof. It suggests that by 'sooo', I meant 'socio' and not a lengthening of the word 'so' O_o

[klena.livejournal.com]

My own instincts sent up a red flag at being asked to be alone. I've never been on my own with him - in school a few times but school is entirely different.

if he makes you feel good, then it's a good thing. Be calm about it, know that someone fancying you isn't that world-shaking a thing.. =P
I don't know anymore. After all this - I don't really know how I feel. Also, knowing someone fancies me is quite a big thing. I don't see why. Anyways.

That being said, from what all I know, my avid attention to your writing, both fictional and you simply writing about yourself, and the blush that's on my face... I do believe that I fancy you as well, if such things are really possible in a case where the only interaction is text. But it is emotion, and a person behind that text, and it's certainly true that for me at least, the foundations of fancying someone are mental things, not physical things, or rather, things that for me seem well conveyed through text in certain situations.. I'm certainly babbling like I fancy you, aren't I?.. Uhhh...
*Grins* I think I may fancy you too. Over the past while I've been getting to know you better and you've definately come to mean a lot to me. And you certainly are babbling like you fancy me. I think it's wonderfully endearing. *grins*

What I just said doesn't change the fact that you should pursue what your heart tells you is true, whatever and whoever that may be. Keep in mind that your life is YOURS to live, and that if someone can complement you living for yourself, have a sincere and honest up-front relationship of the sort that you feel comfortable with, then there's no reason not to be with them.
I haven't a clue what my heart's telling me to do. It's telling me to do a thousand-and-one things. And the thing is, even if Danny and I do get together, he's leaving for uni in two months. Argh. I'm very hungry and I don't think my mind is working at full capacity after 2 hours sleep.

I think that your philosophies for what a lover should be are pretty much what I think but tomorrow my mind could decide against that.

I think the rambling and the using of non-existant words and variations is great. You are entirely wonderful and we must get to meet sometime. And karaoke. ^_^

[urbanelf.livejournal.com]

Mmm. Rice and yogurt is really yummy.

My own instincts sent up a red flag at being asked to be alone. I've never been on my own with him - in school a few times but school is entirely different.

Most notably that any relative sense of being alone is not so much. There are people there. Of course, school was never really safer for me, but that's not the point.

I don't know anymore. After all this - I don't really know how I feel. Also, knowing someone fancies me is quite a big thing. I don't see why. Anyways.

It is a big thing. But It's not world shaking as in destructively big. That's what I meant, that while significant, it shouldn't make you feel bad things.

*Grins* I think I may fancy you too. Over the past while I've been getting to know you better and you've definately come to mean a lot to me. And you certainly are babbling like you fancy me. I think it's wonderfully endearing. *grins*

That's heartening to know. I always found it enchanting to listen to the ramblings of someone whose feelings mean importance to me. So I always

I haven't a clue what my heart's telling me to do. It's telling me to do a thousand-and-one things. And the thing is, even if Danny and I do get together, he's leaving for uni in two months. Argh. I'm very hungry and I don't think my mind is working at full capacity after 2 hours sleep.

My heart often speaks in multiples of a thousand and one, or a thousand and twenty four even. It is never the case of anything in the natural world to be simple. Issues are complex, multiply layered, and interwoven like an inbred family.
It is the most I can ever to to find the strongest pervasive course of action amongst them. It is never a simple or easy thing.

I think that your philosophies for what a lover should be are pretty much what I think but tomorrow my mind could decide against that.

First off, I hope for the best for you this day. You may already be off now, or will be soon, but I been thinking about you since I woke up this morning. Have a great day/hope you've had a great day.

The mind is something that I have found can be changed many times. The heart and soul, do not change so easily, and I have in the past second-guessed my own instincts to disastrous results. I thus, have taken to trusting intuition, and constantly using calmness as a lens to view the beauty and serenity within the dance of the universe, encompasing death and life, all the wonderful and the awful, pain and pleasure and all the infinite paradoxes that litter this universe.

Cause it's bloody ironic that I would decide not to feel a certain way, and then find that despite saying that I would do such, find my heart unable to comply with my mind's stipulations X)

I think the rambling and the using of non-existant words and variations is great. You are entirely wonderful and we must get to meet sometime. And karaoke. ^_^

You are thoroughly wonderful yourself, and I shall therefor speak my speakishness, and wordulate new phrasephasevariacations.

Rambling is something I could never hope to stop doing, so saying that I'll keep on with it is a little like a fish saying she's giving up water. Much love to you eternally. ^_^