klena | Did you ever feel sunlight on your face?

Fuck, just as I typed the subject line, I've got an awesome idea for a HP fic. But it'll probably only turn out to be a drabble. But the IDEAS! It's been ages since a fandom-fic idea struck me.

Sweet!

Also, self, the line is "And what Potter? You come back from battle and want a post-war fuck? Is that it? Do you want me to swoon in your arms and then fall to my knees?"

Gotta phone call from mum and dad. They were slightly worried about the lack of response to their text messages but my battery is dead and mum stole the only charger we knew we definitely had. So there has been no communication.

Mum loved her present though and they're having a great time. Apparently there's SHEDLOADS of talent over there too. To quote mother-dear: If I were 30 years younger, I'd have been making some connections.

Hahahaha. And my letter got lots of laughs. Dad told me I'm a witty little bitch and Auntie Christine thinks it's great that I write exactly the way I talk. Ms. Palmer also said that I do that, which I never realised 'til now. Cool!

Matt went to Belfast on his own. Which gave me time to wash clothes, hang stuff out and draw. I actually managed to draw something that pleased me. Especially after the Tom Riddle/Harry episode. Also - smutty is good.

The image, for anyone interested, was Harry/Draco and inspired by 'Tell me whom you love and I will tell you who you are.' Which I'm going to squee over in the next paragraph. Anyway it has upset/reluctant!Harry leaning forward with a collar and nipple ring. (also he has...em...stuff on his face which I may rub out) Collar is attached to a rope which is being pulled by a figure in background. Draco's in a very protective, almost shying away pose yet has to lean forward. Eyes looking up at Harry. Also has a collar and nipple rings...and stuff... It's the smuttiest thing I've ever drawn. And I'm so happy with it.

Anyway! The smut was inspired, as I said, by the story 'Tell me whom you love and I will tell you who you are' on the hp_literotica community. Awesome story. There is no real explanation to why Draco and Harry are now public prostitutes, which is better in a way. It's brutal and dark and angsty and implies just enough to let your imagination loose. Also - non-main Harry Potter characters being brutal to Harry/Draco is askfsjng,snd. <---just like that. Dude, how could you not love a story that rips your heart out by beginning;

On the fifth of July, Harry Potter wakes, and wishes he hadn't.

You can't look away from it.

Ok. I've rambled about my porny stuff and haven't even touched my conversations with Dei and Tim about our Three-way!yaoi-image and buying yaoi doujinshi, respectively.

Y'know, over the past few days I've talked and gotten to know quite a few people. People I've never IM'd before, people who I've only just met, friends I worry about and people who I never expected to talk to. And they are perhaps the most awesome people and I'm so grateful to have had the chance to talk to them and to meet them. And Zalan's coming over in, like, a month and I'm just happy.

I feel so creative for the first time since school's end and I'm happy with who I am and I'm confident in myself.

Life is awesome.