Oh lightning strike twice!
Jul. 1st, 2005 08:00 pmI don't want to write all my angsty stuff anymore. So if I do angst in future, I'll be locking it away due to massive feelings of guilt for letting people know how I'm feeling. However if -it- comes back in the next few days I'll go to the doctor and probably be medicated.
But let's not dwell on that. Or this week.
I don't have anything important to say here. I could talk about the art I've been doing or me tidying my room or looking through photos or all the End-of-term/events/Bristol reports I said I'd do but I'm not going to.
I'm going to stay silent....
So how are you all doing? I honestly want to know.
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But let's not dwell on that. Or this week.
I don't have anything important to say here. I could talk about the art I've been doing or me tidying my room or looking through photos or all the End-of-term/events/Bristol reports I said I'd do but I'm not going to.
I'm going to stay silent....
So how are you all doing? I honestly want to know.
xxxx
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Date: 2005-07-01 07:47 pm (UTC)But i'm grateful I may be moving store locations on Sunday.
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Date: 2005-07-04 05:12 pm (UTC)Did you get to move stores?
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Date: 2005-07-01 07:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-04 05:13 pm (UTC)But anyways, how did it go?
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Date: 2005-07-06 03:49 am (UTC)Wow I am behind on replies ;_; I suck...
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Date: 2005-07-06 03:54 pm (UTC)WOE THAT JOEY IS BEHIND ON REPLIES! You should write a sonnet on your reply woes. And you don't suck. If I say so, it must be true!
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Date: 2005-07-01 08:40 pm (UTC)I'm feeling good...new job, Glen's setting me up with new computer parts and I might get to see him this fall (YAY!!), and Silas keeps stunning me with how compassionate he is when he's not pretending to be a dumbass (I'm telling him I said this X). Court deite coming up on the 7th (=;.;=), and minor drama with Sei-chan, but I was kinda expecting it, so I deal. =^^= Although...hm. I am very light-headed, and....Oh. Food. That's why. One should eat BEFORE doing heavy stretchy work for three hours. =^^= Remedy it, now!
Look, you got totally caught up on my happenin's in one paragraph! I think my life probably sucks more than I'm aware of. =^^=
You should indulge in a special totally unhealthy treat. =D Go get a sundae or a milkshake with whipped cream or a huge chocolatey biscuit! Or a fruit plate if you don't lke ice cream or sweet stuff. Which is blasphemous, and I'm never speaking to you again. Until I do. Speak to you again. Which is now. =^^=
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Date: 2005-07-04 05:14 pm (UTC)I'm totally caught up and feelin' good! ^_^ You are teh R0xx0rz
I have been doing a lot of unhealthy indulging! Moo ha ha ha. I Love sweet stuff. But I like fruit too. Mix it all together I say!
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Date: 2005-07-06 12:23 am (UTC)I blabbed about you lots to my friends while I was in Auburn. Now I must get caught up on things I've missed the past three deis!
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Date: 2005-07-06 04:00 pm (UTC)You blabbed about me? *looks horrified* What did you tell them?!
Now I must get caught up on things I've missed the past three deis!
Yes~! You just vanished on your birthday. I thought you might have been tied naked to a lamppost somewhere. Or been sucked into a black hole! Or...I dunno. Other random things!
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Date: 2005-07-06 08:07 pm (UTC)Naked on my birthdei? I should only be so lucky. XD I DID, however, get to hold Link's dangler.
I should REALLY post what that's all about, shouldn't I....
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Date: 2005-07-06 09:02 pm (UTC)??!?!?@?!?!?WGKM:SLGWTF WHEN did you get to hold Link's dangler? Photo's? You kinky woman! HURRAH for you!
POST WOMAN!
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Date: 2005-07-07 04:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-02 05:46 am (UTC)Well that's how I am right now.
Also frazzled, melting in the heat, and wondering what to make for food tomorrow.
And if I will ever get the inspiration to write again. I really hope so.
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Date: 2005-07-04 05:17 pm (UTC)But, to pose you a question, have you ever had the feeling that there was something - a thought, an idea, a memory, in your mind hovering at the edge of your perception - a delicate silvery thing - but if you looked toward it or even let it know you knew it was there, it would flee through your mind? That's how I feel.
I'm sorry you were melting in the heat. I hope you had good food.
I send good karmic vibes to your inspiration.
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Date: 2005-07-05 11:57 am (UTC)As for the question, yes. Emphatically yes. I've felt that way more times than I can possibly count. This blasted universe of memories older than I am rattling round a brain that threatens to melt under the overstimulation; they make certain that that is a regular occurance.
Food is subsistence at least. Can't give it too much more than that, except that it is not bad. Still, I often feel like I'm starving for a hunger that I cannot feed with food or any other material consumption.