I saw your face in a crowded place and I don't know what to do

I didn't go to the races with mum like I thought. But I did sit in the sun today and write some more. I'm just wondering if I'm going to get everything done by Wednesday and then be ready for an interview on Thursday. But I'll do my best - It is my mission! ^_^

It's been an odd day. I've been very hyper and then very angry (for reasons I'm not going to go into) and then wondering about America. And wondering about writing and people and humanity....There was this thing in the paper today about these two guys - about 15 or so - who raped an English girl who was on holiday (she was also 15), beat three male friends who tried to help her with an iron bar and then phoned her mum to boast about raping her. And the fucking worse gods-be-damned thing? This was fucking bastarding Belfast. Belfast Fuck me.

Castration, people. It's the way to go.

But I'm not as angry anymore. I'm just sickened and so sorry for that girl. Fucking scummy bastards.

But this is entirely depressing.

I must advise everyone who has Smoke And Mirrors by Gaiman to read the short story Murder Mysteries. I think my heart broke when I read it and I love reading Angel stories and the plan and how subtly it brings in Lucifer's fall etc etc. Wow. Seriously, wow.

Now! Harry Potter thoughts and questions!

- Is there every any reference to McGonagall =laughing= in the HP books?
- Do the Weird Sisters have names or genders?
- OMG - I only realised that Harry's middle name is James.
- What do we think, in general and try not to be spoilery, about Regulus?
- Luna. I think I love her.
- Am seriously falling for Blackcest. And love waxrose forever. XD

Hey guys, what pairings do you like? Just in general for reference and it'll get you thinking - a good thing...I think!

I was also thinking about the past infringing on the present (during writing Prof. McGonagall who I am also loving) and about Hogwarts during Harry's time and the Marauders time. Harry represents both Lily and James, Ron as Sirius(?) and Hermione as Remus. And Peter was there all along. But that's what I was thinking. Crazy?

I was also thinking about Draco but I can't say things in case ssaylagypsystar is spoiled. ^_^

What are people's theories? About the fandom in general. Bonus points for Marauder inclusion!

I was also thinking that I should go to bed and write more for Wednesday. Ho hum.

Oh Lordy, you've been stealing from the thieves and you got caught

Dear self,

Stop being so fucking long-winded about your stories and just get to the bastarding smut! You have boys pressed up against walls for crying out loud and it's taken you almost a page to get there! And that's only the first pairing!

Twat.

Sincerely

Your loving, smutty brain-boy


List
- Drunken Marauder story one - boy kissing for kabeyk beginning part four of six
- Drunken Marauder story two - for donal
- Remus/Sirius humour - for trowicia
- Slughorn/McGonagall - mild drunkenness for waxrose
- Harry/Draco war dream - with added Seffryn cameo for ssaylagypsystar
- Locke and the Marauders - with smoking, drinking and adult themes for urbanelf
- Remus/Sirius hurt/comfort ficlet for musesfool
- OMG SPECIAL GIFT
- Battle of the bishi's - with added insanity for hartclanpaladin

I think I got everybody, yes? But tonight I may need my beta's!

Ho hum back to work

She carves deep blue ripples in the tissues of your mind!

I have just spent a hour and a half out in the patchy sunshine writing the second pairing for kabeyk's ficlet. Gods help me, I like the Peter I wrote. And I have come to the conclusion that Sirius is a rambler. A very long rambler who takes fucking AGES to get to the point. He also the pride of place of being the first character I've ever written for who makes very sexually-explicit. He also sort of broke my heart. And he's going to break it more - I know this.

I wonder if I'll get everything done?

I'm having such problems writing kissing. Does anyone have any recs they could spam me with? First kisses - any fandom. I'm drawing a blank. *le sigh*

I do, however, like where kabeyk's fic is going. It's written unlike anything I've ever done in that there is a separation - but I'm going on.

Hey, where is everybody?

[Edit] I was just talking to dad about this song and dancing to it with very '60's liquid arms as he played it and he turned and laughed, "it's like the past 40 years haven't happened."
Me: I know - I do listen to a whole ton of stuff you listened to when you were young.
Dad: No - you look just like my sister did as we were growing up.
I was really pleased. OK Aunty did once put my uncle's head through the glass of the front door but generally she seems to be pretty cool.