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We went on a trip today, my year. To the UCAS convention to grab prospectus' from potential universities.

This time next year, I'll know what university I'm going to...
OMG WTF?!

I'm so stressed it's not true. Next Monday (the 3rd) all my art work has to be in to be moderated and then on the 10th my music composition and fore-tracker has to be in. Fuck fuck.

It's driving me nuts. I'm in total denial about the whole deadline thing and I - can't - seem - to - shake - it.

Man oh man.

My response to deadlines = twitchy eyes and sleeping
This is a bad response to such things!

"I still do not know how successful 'The Kindly Ones' was, how close I got or how far I came from what I set out to say. Still, it's the heaviest of all these volumes, and thus, in hardback at least, could undoubtably be used to stun a burglar; which has always been my definition of real art."
-Neil Gaiman

Rantings and lyrics in the cut

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