i will never be good at goodbyes. not even temporary ones (two month temporary ones). he made me smile through my eyes leaking but that didn't stop them leaking. i hate this, hate that my eyes leak and i've never had someone i've said goodbyes to like this and it hurts, in the back of my throat and the bottom of my lungs and the surface of my eyes.
it's the summer, i always have to leave in the summer but this may be the first one i've wanted to stay somewhere that wasn't home.
i never want to be good at goodbyes.
and fuck you Zeppelin for having stupid semi-appropriate songs with semi-appropriate lyrics for me feeling like this
and fuck you iTunes for playing it
it's the summer, i always have to leave in the summer but this may be the first one i've wanted to stay somewhere that wasn't home.
i never want to be good at goodbyes.
and fuck you Zeppelin for having stupid semi-appropriate songs with semi-appropriate lyrics for me feeling like this
and fuck you iTunes for playing it
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Date: 2009-06-19 05:03 pm (UTC)