and all the miles that we have put between us have been filled with loving blisters and sour truths

[klena]

Oh god i am not going to give myself panic attacks about essays. but i can't make myself work and i keep shaking like i'm cold. oh god, why did i do this module? why can't i do my stupid work on time? why do i do this to myself?

i am going to kill myself with this

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[marlinkhylacat]

I sympathize, having faced this feeling a LOT during university years. =^^;= The best solution for me was to tackle it in chunks. Write a paragraph, or even just a sentence, then reward myself with a little mental break. Often, just doing a tiny little bit to start would snowball into suddenly getting the whole thing hammered out like someone ON CREATIVE FIRE was writing it for me.

Also, don't forget the kittens! :) They are going to their new home Friday! I am happy and sad. =^^=