i can't commit to a thing be it heart or hospitals

[klena]

is it strange that tonight instead of being upset and annoyed and feeling like i've been blown off, i felt calm and just shrugged and was way more blase about it that a motherfucking french aristocrat? although the truth is that you can't get upset about something you never even believed would happen. how sad it is to be 21 and so cynical of relationships and people.

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[waxrose.livejournal.com]

♥ :(

[klena.livejournal.com]

boooooo ♥

[hartclanpaladin.livejournal.com]

It's not sad.

I used to wonder as I watched my friends get into relationships and it go wrong, if it was worth it for the grief and heartache.

You're not the only one who has thought like that.

But then It occured the right girl is out there for me, it just requires patience and prayer. So hope remains.

Also the 'blase' line is brilliant, be pleased with it. :)

[klena.livejournal.com]

it just feels like it should be wrong and i should feel bad, y'know?

although i'm glad you like the blase line!