i got a letter today - an invitation - and the writing looked like you

[klena]

Alright so I am now the proud owner of:

- Jude's "403 N.Harper Ave"
- Jude's "No One Is Really Beautiful"
- Jude's "King of Yesterday"
- Neil Gaiman's "Where's Neil When You Need Him?"
- The illustrated version of "Murder Mysteries"
- Neil Gaiman's "Anasi Boys"
And
- "The Sandman Papers"

G.I.P

And Gavin has just left but has introduced me to the wonder that is KCRW radio station and fuck me if it doesn't have Jude doing live sets on there and Sia and Rufus Wainwright and Faithless and Joseph Arthur and god, everyone!

It's fucking amazing.

I have Wank Thursday tomorrow and on top of that I have an essay to hand in JUST BEFORE my only free hour during which I am going to the Medical Practice to possibly be diagnosed for depression.

And now! This is my proposal.

Come to this entry, yes this very one, and vent. Vent about anything that's being annoying you or has irratated you today. Anything. Just get it all out.

P.S today after Nihongo class, a group of us sat as per usual and had breakfast together. And we plotted me becoming the first ever female dictator. It was made of win.

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[angelbirdemmi.livejournal.com]

I had an abcess in my ear (which is basically like a pimple-ly thing. Puss, blood, yay). This was last week. By wednesday it was really, really bad and swollen and my ear was black and blue. I couldn't sleep on my right side or have anything even touch the area near my ear. (I sleep on my right side so this was definitely a dilemma and therefore I have not gotten much sleep in a week and a half. I am le exhausted).

Anyway. I went to the doctor wednesday. They lanced it and drained it of at least an ounce of puss and blood and said that my ear had also gone hemotose (clotted blood). I got put on antibiotics (ammoxicillian--which makes EVERYONE sick in their stomach, and makes me at least 2x as sick. there's another kind of antibiotic I can have but I'm ALLERGIC.)

On friday I didn't think it was getting much better as it still seemed swollen to me. So saturday morning I was at the doctor's office before they opened. Said it was fine, it was healing, tried to get more stuff out of it just to be sure.

SO today. Wendesday. About an hour ago I was watching the UEFA Champions League game and I was laying on my right ear/putting pressure on it and it popped. It was all full again. I spent the last thirty minutes draining it of at LEAST three to four ounces worth of stuff. And it's like all the way down into the tube of my ear--which it was last time as well.

I have to go back to the doctors TONIGHT because now they're concerned about an infection and how to stop it from filling again. Being a transplant kid means they have to be really careful about it and they might put me on antibiotics for longer which means I will be sicker longer. Whoohooo.

This is not even covering my self-esteem issues, grades and other depressing things.

But hey it's my birthday a week from today and I get my licence!

[angelbirdemmi.livejournal.com]

Okay. So I'm back from the doctors. The doctor was a complete incompetent idiot. However, sadly, I have to try the medicine I'm allergic to. We're hoping that since it's a newer generation of cephlosporins I won't have a reaction. I am currently sitting here being obvserved by my parents to make sure I don't have a reaction.

And I wasn't on ammoxacilian, that was wrong. It's an ammo and a cilin but with a g, I think. I can't remember anymore. Tooooo many cilins. Cephlosporins, Tycarcilins, Penicilin...

I would really like to sleep.