Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole

[klena]

So.

In the past 24 hours or so I:

- Had a meeting with the head of the East Asian Department to be told how concerned they were with my Japanese marks and that I'm failing. I didn't really hold it together.

- Had an early birthday party in my flat wearing a pretty dress

- Got a text message from Matt saying 'I've something I need to tell you' - luckily I had no money on my phone and wasn't too drunk to say 'I'm dealing with this tomorrow. Being broke up with? I think so.

- Been dumped. More on request

- Lost the keys to my flat. That would be at least £60 replacement. (Found now - locked in someone's room)

- Got locked out of my bank card - the only source of money I have in Leeds - by an Cash Machine that fucked up with my Secret Santa presents to buy, late accomodation fees to pay, surviving over the weekend, the cinema to go to for our flat girly night on Friday and getting home on Monday.

I haven't even been able to break down properly because people have been around me all day trying to stop me from doing it. I just need to fall apart slightly. And now I can't - I'm just. Well.

Needless to say - I've had better days.

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