We walked the earth in solitude, so cold we need the warmth of sun

[klena]

I have 11 hours before I have to go to my English seminar where we have to talk about Mrs. Dalloway. Have I even read a line of it? Have I fuck.

And I don't really care.

Emma was all concerned tonight because I wasn't talking like myself and I know I wasn't. I don't....I'll never say it aloud to anyone and I don't even want to say it now but I think I need to to get over this. I feel like a cock-up - like a mistake that never does anything but hurt. Like nothing but a guilty, tangled mess who just burdens people. And that's what I think. But I'm hoping it's just down to an insane 6 weeks with sleep deprivation, personal issues and stress like fuck and that Reading Week next week will help me unwind. Oh God, please....

I feel like a chest - a casket of secrets sometimes. Things I can never breathe aloud. Have you ever felt like that?

I am being an Emo Bitch.

I'll do my best to stop. Hopefully artwork turning up towards the weekend?

There is also a SEKKRIT PILLOW FIGHT CLUB happening in a Square near the uni on Friday. I am -so- going to that.

Comments

[kalidor.livejournal.com]

You do a heck of a lot more then hurt. You make me happy so there! :D

[whitehaiku.livejournal.com]

Love.

[marlinkhylacat]

I am being an Emo Bitch.

Don't they say recognizing half your problem is half the battle? ;) I don't think you're being all excessively emo, though. Everyone has times where all your little stresses and fears have to be let out. =)

OMFG SEKKRIT PILLOW FIGHT CLUB. I want to go!

[sacchifox.livejournal.com]

I feel like that a lot. The important thing is to get stuff like this out into the open, no matter how bad you feel about it, so that your friends can remind you how much you're loved.

[hartclanpaladin.livejournal.com]

Agreed here!

[angelbirdemmi.livejournal.com]

Everyones already said all the good stuff...fie on you all! You left me nothing to say!

Don't worry, dear, I feel like that to as of late.

I LOVE YOU. ♥

[hartclanpaladin.livejournal.com]

Relax and let things tale their time. Working your self into afrenzy won't help dear Wifey.

Take out the rage in the pillow fight :D