genjitsu tokashite samayou....aitai kimochi ni riyuu wa nai

[klena]

It melts my reality and roams my heart....I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you.

I feel like reaching out - expanding beyond where I am but I don't want to be a bother to the people I want to reach to. Does that make sense?

Wakarimasen. Is that spelt right?

I think I did OK in my Hirigana test today. I forgot 'hi' and that fucked me off slightly because it's so distinctive and then we had to translate words into hirigana. Except I didn't know how to write ch. So.

But considering yesterday I couldn't have even attempted that test? I was well impressed. And so was Andy (who tutored me for 4 hours.) And then, instead of going to the library after class like I planned to, I ended up sitting with him and Hannah for over an hour.

And...it's a weird friendship we have. I mean...not in a bad way, Gods no. We're just...open with each other. Like, I feel I can tell him things and I'm not afraid of sounding stupid and it's. It's. Comfortable. comfortable. That's the word. Like it's always been like that and we can swing from a stupid dorky conversation right into a deep one and then become stupid again.

But anyways~!

I am in the mood to draw and write but...I keep going to and it just...fizzles out. Hovers on the edge of my perception. Where is that from...?

But..

Hm.

Oh point! I remember. I'm gonna start letters again. I mean, I have one I've been writing to my darling waxrose for AGES now. But yeah. Ping me if you want a letter.

I feel weird. Had my first English seminar today and I just...forgot how much I enjoyed debating and letting my mind work intellectually and find references and realising how I perceive things etc etc. Having said that I totally missed the homo-eroticism in 'Vathek' - what is wrong with me? Hahahaha!

Right. Let's go rewrite English notes. Ahoy!

[Edit] Hahaha, so I re-read my user info and it's out of date quite a bit. So I'm gonna re-write it and was looking for CRITICAL DEFINITIONS OF WHAT A KATHTRYN/klena IS~! If you'd please. I'll even accept she's a banana that requents the corners of Red Light Districts throughout the world. ♥?