I got out of work five minutes early today.
My 4 day straight is now a 6 day straight.
Work wasn't too bad today.
Work sucked yesterday.
My neighbour died last night. She was so lovely. Like family.
I've been crying again. And I couldn't even see her when we went over - I just couldn't handle it.
- And all I can hear in my head is "I felt a funeral - in my brain" and "I heard a fly buzz - when I died" and Emily Dickinson is just screaming through my head
Everyone wants to leave work. I want to leave work.
I want a life back.
I feel so guilty....
Drawble-drabble me. Suggest something to me - anything for me to draw, to write, to write about oh please please please
My 4 day straight is now a 6 day straight.
Work wasn't too bad today.
Work sucked yesterday.
My neighbour died last night. She was so lovely. Like family.
I've been crying again. And I couldn't even see her when we went over - I just couldn't handle it.
- And all I can hear in my head is "I felt a funeral - in my brain" and "I heard a fly buzz - when I died" and Emily Dickinson is just screaming through my head
Everyone wants to leave work. I want to leave work.
I want a life back.
I feel so guilty....
Drawble-drabble me. Suggest something to me - anything for me to draw, to write, to write about oh please please please
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Date: 2006-03-19 10:33 pm (UTC)On the drawble front: Remus and his patronus ^_^
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Date: 2006-03-20 12:12 am (UTC)But I don't like hearing about your losses, knowing you have to go through them.
Still, though, you are strong, and you'll be
fpornicating again soon.no subject
Date: 2006-03-20 02:17 am (UTC)Don't let them walk all over you, babe. They don't own you and deserve moe time for yourself. I'm so sorry about your neighbour. :(
Er...you really want a drawble? How does...anything Lily-ish sound?
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Date: 2006-03-20 04:13 am (UTC)Drawble: what you feel about the color yellow.
Totally ambiguous, I know.
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Date: 2006-03-20 09:13 am (UTC)*hug*
If you are looking for something to draw. why not rummage the wall of photos grab a handful and draw a collage of the people on them?