We can live like Jack and Sally if you want...

[klena]

To understand how utterly lame I am - I only got that lyric today *points to subject line*. Y'see folks, as much of a sin as it is, The Nightmare Before Christmas is in no way as big over here as it is in the US. It was actually quite a learning experience for me.

Amazing.

I am sick. I'm still slightly jet-lagged, my manga shelf is now overflowing and I can't really walk on my floor again. Plus I have a stomach bug. Not entirely awesome.

And my best friend of 15 years had a leaving party on Wednesday as she was going to Spain until Christmas. I didn't even know she was leaving but I made it anyways. And then got all teared up in the car home because she got teared up first. I can't actually talk about it without my voice giving out on me. I don't even know why - she'll be back for Christmas...

People are really leaving me. And I feel like I'm doing nothing with my life. I don't even know if half my friends have gone to university yet and where they're living if they are.

I feel useless.

Actually, I feel left behind, sorta.

Things are really ending aren't they?

And I'm totally doubting my art skills for the Rising Stars of Manga competition.

So I'm not in a fantastic place at the minute. I think the fact that I've left high school forever is hitting me.

I feel alone. And annoyed at my emo-whining. Sorry guys. Didn't mean to. I'm going to bed. Now is not the time for this.