I understand that you want to help. But you do, just with your comments and concern - really. I work through this stuff on my own because I have to - because once I let others know, I have guilt. I understand that self-depreciation is a difficult pattern to break - I try too. I understand what you are warning me of - that if I don't keep my head, the road could sweep me off my feet, ne? - but I have a confidence that I don't speak of in that I believe I have a high-level of self-preservation, even in the lowest of times. I am amazed my vibes are astounding to you as I don't really percieve myself to have vibes.
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Date: 2005-08-03 09:49 pm (UTC)I understand that you want to help. But you do, just with your comments and concern - really. I work through this stuff on my own because I have to - because once I let others know, I have guilt.
I understand that self-depreciation is a difficult pattern to break - I try too.
I understand what you are warning me of - that if I don't keep my head, the road could sweep me off my feet, ne? - but I have a confidence that I don't speak of in that I believe I have a high-level of self-preservation, even in the lowest of times.
I am amazed my vibes are astounding to you as I don't really percieve myself to have vibes.
I believe in you too, love.