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[klena]

I want to be able to work.

I want to feel useful.

I want to fucking cry.

I went to Belfast yesterday because I thought I was going to fucking lose it being in the house any longer and about a hour up there I wanted to go home. I just feel lost. And I wish I didn't.

I'm moaning and bitching. I don't mean to. Just ignore this.

Comments

[whitehaiku.livejournal.com]

Shan't be ignored. I'm sorry you're having a rough time =( *HUGS*

[hartclanpaladin.livejournal.com]

*HUG*

Hope all gets better soon.

[klena.livejournal.com]

Thank you dear. I keep meaning to reassure you about Final Waltz. Don't finish it. Write an accompaniment to it and draw it out for Y--e--a--rs. Then the Waltz will never be over.

[klena.livejournal.com]

I hope it does too. Thanks mate.

What about you? How goes the old work?

[marlinkhylacat]

I saw your text waiting on the mobile as I was leaving work--must reply to it when I can get more signal! =^^=

*Nuzzles* Maybe like me, you are just the needing of a new scene, new inspiration. You're still hopping the ocean, right? =^^=

[klena.livejournal.com]

Do reply love. I love getting texts from you.

I might go for a walk on the beach in Newcastle which might kick my ass back into fuctioning. Also the sun has been out which is doing wonders for my mood.

Course I'm still ocean-hopping! I can't wait and neither can the girls

[marlinkhylacat]

Ooh, you're near the beach? (Not that it'd be surprising with you being on an island and all. ;)

I sooooo can't wait for you to get here!

Have happy Link icon to cheer you up. =^^=

(If this posts twice, I'm juggling tabs and am prone to hitting Stop at the wrong time or the wrong window. =^^=)

[klena.livejournal.com]

Yes I am near the beach. My school (ex-school?) is on the highest mountain in Northern Ireland which sweeps down to the sea

I soooooo can't wait to be there! ^_^

Thank you love. Shiny arse for you!