I just wish people didn't have to hurt.
Jul. 6th, 2002 08:26 pmThere are people in my life who are very important to me. Most of you know who you are and those of you who don't well...I don't know what to say to you.
I am far too affectionate, I know this, and I can be the most annoying and self-centered little bitch when I want to be, I know this. I know my faults, believe me. But it doesn't stop me caring for those I love.
(I know I sound like a bad soap but what the hell)
My friends, those who I go to school with, are fighting with each other again, and now that we are on our summer hols they don't have the chance to make up.
I am one of the constant neutral ones, despite how I want to fight sometimes, so I hate these fights. I don't know how this one has happened but I just want it resolved.
Otherwise it could break up those closest to me. I don't want that to happen but I will leave it alone for now before I force them all to make up. ^_^
Other people, those whom I call my sisters, also hurt sometimes. I don't like those I love being hurt. Just so you know.
And before any questions are asked I'm not depressed, I'm not sucidal or anything like that. The reason I'm saying all this is because I was clearing out my room and found a gift from my mum's friend Liz.
Liz bought me a Christmas present of a little safe box and I found it the other day. She died in April and that box reminded me of what my mum always tells me
"Always let the ones you know, know that you love them because tomorrow might never come."
^_^ I'm sorry for rambling and shit. I just thought it best to follow my mum's advice.
I am far too affectionate, I know this, and I can be the most annoying and self-centered little bitch when I want to be, I know this. I know my faults, believe me. But it doesn't stop me caring for those I love.
(I know I sound like a bad soap but what the hell)
My friends, those who I go to school with, are fighting with each other again, and now that we are on our summer hols they don't have the chance to make up.
I am one of the constant neutral ones, despite how I want to fight sometimes, so I hate these fights. I don't know how this one has happened but I just want it resolved.
Otherwise it could break up those closest to me. I don't want that to happen but I will leave it alone for now before I force them all to make up. ^_^
Other people, those whom I call my sisters, also hurt sometimes. I don't like those I love being hurt. Just so you know.
And before any questions are asked I'm not depressed, I'm not sucidal or anything like that. The reason I'm saying all this is because I was clearing out my room and found a gift from my mum's friend Liz.
Liz bought me a Christmas present of a little safe box and I found it the other day. She died in April and that box reminded me of what my mum always tells me
"Always let the ones you know, know that you love them because tomorrow might never come."
^_^ I'm sorry for rambling and shit. I just thought it best to follow my mum's advice.