A life of fragments

Crazy titbits of a disintegrated mind

• 00:51 @mystagic i am sadface about it. i would have loved the job! #
• 00:51 two of Sunday's models have found me on facebook and been very complimentary about the shoots. happy me #
• 12:54 @mystagic I hope so. I just wanted to work in a book store. books, dei! #
• 12:54 @seriouslysteve I've been photographing models for @fancydressqueen and his website #
• 13:06 starting to watch Dexter. i think i could like it #
• 15:21 @seriouslysteve it was! lovely girls, fun costumes and expanding on my photography experiences :) #
• 15:21 applying for jobs again applying for jobs agaiiin~~ #
• 16:09 @seriouslysteve anything and everything really! with the world you way it is, there's no turning my nose up at anything #
• 22:29 the job search continues. i want a good job but i hate applying for high end graduate jobs. so much pressure and stuff #
• 22:35 pressure pressure pressure #
• 23
  :16 @mystagic dei, we are two of a kind. except nowadays over here they WANT people with degrees before they can apply #
• 23:17 @mystagic i know it's early days but i'm being subject to nagging on a few sides and i'm concerned about money and not having laptop etc etc #
• 23:18 things that happen on the phone to mum. 1. nag mum about the things she should be doing 2. being nagged about things i'm concerned over #
• 23:19 although. dexter finale. sister's gonna get cut up! #

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The impossible is possible tonight, tonight

I haven't posted an actual journal entry since the robbery. Firstly, I'd like to thank everyone for their kind comments and actions and concern. You people helped me to get through it, and even though it's not over yet, I can't thank you enough for your kindness ♥

In a related update, we've heard nothing back from the police and searching Gumtree hasn't turned up any leads so I'm pretty resigned to everything being gone. Part of me is okay with it and another part is still heartbroken because I remember all the things I saved that are gone forever, like some of my photography that I never uploaded anywhere.

I've been doing photoshoots with Dave. I've got 4 photoshoots under my belt now, and the one of Sunday was pretty big - 6 models over a number of hours. I want to do more, to learn more photography techniques, to be better.

I also have a job interview tomorrow afternoon. I wanted a job at Waterstones, but I didn't get it, sadly. So I've been applying for jobs everywhere. And one hour after I applied for a job I got a phonecall to come for an interview tomorrow. Let's see how it goes.

I graduate next month. That doesn't get any easier to process. Neither do the goodbyes.