one more look at the ghosts before i'm gonna make it leave

It's awful - I should feel bad about skipping uni today but I woke up and just...couldn't think of facing uni today. That's pretty bad right? I was tired from work yesterday and I'm still not fully recovered from the bug I had last week but I've just spent today in my room. I feel guilt but...well, not as guilty as i probably should.

I started this entry earlier and my laptop shut down due to overheating. fail.

i had a dream last night and it's all slipping away from me now but it was set in this world that was a sort of combination of "watchmen", "fables" and "lucifer" and somebody's partner died - an angel, but they were really tortured before that.

i woke up and it felt like there were stones in my ribcage and a mesh of net around my throat. it was horrible and i can't shake that feeling off.

probably a good thing i can't remember it then.

what do you do when you feel at a loss? want to sit but feel so rough that i don't want to actually work on anything.

I have essays. Essays I need to do. So why aren't I doing them? fail kat is fail.

someone help me out with bandom; what is all this that is going on with Ryan and Keltie? I am very confused. Actually, someone update me with bandom in general. I am so far behind.

Have to leave for work. Can't shake the dream away. Strange