awai yume no utsukushisa wo egakinagara kizuato nazoru

*While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream, we trace out the lines of our scars.

OK so I haven't been on in a while.

Here's why I'm up at this time.

This time yesterday I wasn't sure if I still had a boyfriend.

This time 12 hours ago I wasn't sure if my boyfriend was still going out with me (and I think I was weeping in work)

Now I think we're OK but we never got the chance to talk about it.

And then I made my mum go to Casualty before I met Matt because she had a pain in her side for the past week or so.

She's been taken in and is going to get her appendix out I think.

Tomorrow is my last day in work.

I haven't packed.

My heart hurts slightly.

So that's that.