i did everything to please

I want to tell you I love you all for responding to me. As several people already know, I cried once I saw you were all OK.

My nerves are shot and since I got home 2 hours ago, I've cried about 4 times. Through various trauma stuff and stuff that happened TO our bus on the way home.

But I've had tea. And Blanche, kitten, is sitting in my lap purring like it's all OK. So maybe it is.

We'll cope. Because we have to. And because it's the thing to do. And we do it well.

Love you alls.

as if you have a choice, even if you cannot hear my voice

I've been in a wierdly good mood today. Things keep striking me just at the right time. I have cried today but it's been happy crying. Bizarre happy crying.

I spent two hours outside ironing (can we say whipped much?) and I was listening to 'Run' by Snow Patrol and the sun was sorta shining behind clouds and then "Light up, light up" was sung and the clouds parted and the sun was blistering. It was fucking awesome

I got angry today thinking about parade season but I'm not going to. I will rant about it, probably on the Tuesday if there is trouble, but I just can't now. I'm too....In a laconic sorta mood to think about things like that.

I have blistered feet from Belfast but I'm good. It isn't bothering me so much anymore. And the girls and I talked about America and how we can't believe it's happening and how much FUN we're going to have and Elizabeth and I talked about Star Wars AGAIN. And how we destroyed it for June etc. June hummed as we talked, hahahaha.

We had such fun on the bus going up. But then again we always do.

And as we waited for June's dad to pick me and June up at the end of it all, I got Elizabeth in a head-lock-hug and she turned AND BIT ME. On the boob! I asked June for sympathy and she asked what happened. My response?
She bit me on the boob! But she didn't get the nipple. The nipple's the best part.

Ah well. Good times.

My laptop is KICKING MY ASS. File space is disappearing EVERYWHERE and I don't know why it's happening. That and Microsoft Word is fucked up. And I can't get my slash porn work off the laptop because the removable CD drive doesn't work either. Tragic, tragic!

So! Without further rambling (because I had all these points earlier on and I forgot them all)A drabble! For trowicia because she rocks and I couldn't help her the other day. My guilt kicked my ass. ^_~ I'm sorry this isn't better. The words had trouble coming out!

( New ways to wake up. Sirius/Remus )

Sorry Tro! That sucked. It was very quick. ^_^;;;

I'm away to watch T.V with Matt! And eat Cornetto!