fuckedy fuck fuck fuck.

It's all bullshit. Why do I have to be the joker when they argue? They start shouting at each other (her mostly, he's passive) and I run about, drawing attention away from it. Making myself seem like a total twat in the process.

Bollocks

And then, after a day with Matt at the cinema and shopping and after this argument. So Donielle and Steph and Joseph are pissed off or upset or depressed and because of me being the tosser that I am, this is also upsetting me.

Fuck...

And so the eternal optimist has a bad day.