i wish you knew when i said two sugars, actually i meant three

[klena]

Okay so, um sorry for the last entry. I'm not apologising for the content, I'm apologising for loading that onto you lot. However, ha ha ha, behold my brain when depressed! That's actually pretty close to my thoughts straight from my mind. Scary, isn't it?

And, of course, after I am an ass on the internet, Erica's letter arrives this morning. And doesn't quite make me cry (I had all my makeup done for the day) but did make my heart clench painfully. But in a good way. I love you.

I love all of you. You're all way too good to me and I can't help but thank you.

So! I didn't sleep last night and have now been awake for 28 hours but I got my hair done today. Didn't get the piercings. Maybe tomorrow. So, in the tradition of being a LJ Whore, have some photos of the new do. And my BEAUTIFUL 'My Chemical Romance' Madison Square Garden t-shirt. And some of me in my 'Noct hat' as Ash and I are calling it.




























Plus I'm about to competely overhaul my icons. Are there any you associate with me or think I should keep?

Comments

[sacchifox.livejournal.com]

Go get a huge pink feather. Right now. I demand it! DEMAAANNNDDDD.

[whitehaiku.livejournal.com]

looks good on you!

your lj blarghhh is good, still. it's good to know you say what you need to.

icons of... hrm, i have no idea? mostly i think i associate you with music you've given me. namely duke special and snow patrol!

[trowicia.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm diggin' the new hair! And the hat! :D Looks great!

[waxrose.livejournal.com]

*flail* YOU LOOK SO GREAT. I love your new hair, so so very pretty. ♥

Don't you ever feel bad about talking about how you feel on here. We all love you and want to help you feel better. I'm really glad the letter arrived though, I was thinking last night about how I could do something for you and hoping it would arrive and cheer you up. I love you very, very much and don't you forget it. ♥ ♥ ♥

Also, hope the pictures didn't get bent or anything, I packed it as carefully as I could!

Icon wise, this is the one I've always associated with you most. :D I'm excited to see how this overhaul goes!~

[hartclanpaladin.livejournal.com]

At least you got it off your mind, which always helps.

If in doubt, re-read my letter :)

The hair looks great, floofy good :D

[threnodaemis.livejournal.com]

Gorgeous!

Hot!

Stylin'!

[astria.livejournal.com]

Wow. You're hot.

[mikantea.livejournal.com]

i second the huge pink feathers!!

[marlinkhylacat]

ROWR :D

Holy crap, you have a lot of icons I haven't seen you use! People other than me have Deionæra-icons? =@_o= Inconceivable! (Though I should not be surprised it'd be you with them. ;) Out of the ones I AM familiar with, the World Ruler one by Tro, Gaiman-Death, Ishida, and Kagerou icons are the ones that make me go, "Hey, that's a Klena post/comment!" when I see them. XD

[blindeadmcjones.livejournal.com]

OH MY :D The new hair is making me want to bring you some chaos, if ya know what I mean. *wiggles eyebrows*

Don't get rid of your squeeing Rose icon! It's far too fuzzy and you. Oh, and your last icon, the "trust" one, isn't by me! XD

[klena.livejournal.com]

The next time I am in Belfast I have "Pink feathers" on my shopping list! :D

[klena.livejournal.com]

♥

I know it's better to get it all down - still makes me feel a little rough doing it though.

The Duke! What a complete legend. :D

[klena.livejournal.com]

Thank you, love! ♥ I'm glad you like - world ruler approved! :D

[klena.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD ERICA WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU! ♥ ♥ ♥

I...I mean, I know I posted that rant about 2 weeks ago now but I keep coming back to your comment when things get a little touchy. I don't know what I did to deserve you - you are such a wonderful person, a beautiful woman and I love you so so much.

And the card was beautiful - it's stuck to the wall right at eyelevel at my desk. and the photos were fine! And are now beside my bed ♥ ♥

[klena.livejournal.com]

i guess it does but i always feel a little bad at having to put it down. I feel like i should be able to sort it out in my own head, y'know?

I did - and it did help - thank you hubby.

*^_^* I'm glad you like!

[klena.livejournal.com]

Flattery will get you everywhere! ;D

[klena.livejournal.com]

ha ha ha it takes a lot of work to look that good, ha ha ha! >D

[klena.livejournal.com]

ROWR YOURSELF GORGEOUS! >D

I know! I feel so bad having lovely icons and not using them! (you knows i loves you so much that i have to have some part of you with me - EVEN IN LJ-DRAMALAND)

♥

[klena.livejournal.com]

*wiggles eyebrow right back* Con in October? Suggestive Chaos-bringing photos - do want? >D

I LOVE my squeeing Rose icon! I want a scarf JUST LIKE THAT so I can actually do it myself!

[marlinkhylacat]

As you said to Donnie--flattery will get you everywhere!

[hartclanpaladin.livejournal.com]

I get that, but as teh old phrase goes; a problem shared, is a problem halved.

Usually in my case I end up doubling it.... :P

Tis great hair :D