I'm the hero of this story, don't need to be saved

[klena]

You ever felt like there was a big black hole under your feet and you're standing on a little foothold in the middle of it but the second you waver or wobble or fall, that's it - you get sucked in but the hole extends above you and the black tingles and clouds and clusters at the base of your brain, seeping through it like liquid shadows and infringing itself on all your thoughts and you can't speak it, you can't tell anyone, you can just about manage to talk without in prising its way into your speech but you feel alone and battered and tired but you can't stop because there are things you need to do, things you need to work towards, so far to go, miles to go before you sleep?

Yeah.