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klena ([personal profile] klena) wrote2002-07-18 11:19 pm

Fuck everything

I hate the vets. I hate them. I hate sickness. I don't want Duke to die.

Rewind. Yesterday June and Kayt came up to the house and hung about for about 3 hours and when we were leaving them down to McDonalds to be collected I took my kitten Duke to the vet.
He put up a fight (very strong 7 year old) and now I have markings on my arms from where he scrabbed me.

I took him down because he's been getting very thin and sneezing and he gets beaten up by his mum a lot. The vet told me he has enlarged kidneys which could mean renal failure or shit like that. He could die.

I don't want Duke to die. He's the only of my 3 cats that is affectionate even if he is scruffy and has fleas and smells. I love Duke.

She said that it COULD be. She said we might have caught it early and he could be OK. Oh please God.

I'm going to watch anime.

[identity profile] ex-raman671.livejournal.com 2002-07-19 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
i know how you feel, ive had two cats and they both died. you get over it.