There's dry blood on your wrist...Your dry blood on my fingertips
It's not fair.
It's not.
No guy should be able to affect me like this! I knew it was him on the phone and I answered and just spent half an hour talking to him...Talking about it. I explained some stuff - he...I dunno.
Christ, I'm practically blushing.
ARRRGH
He wants to meet up on Saturday when he's in Downpatrick.
I'm definitely going to see him on Sunday at Ruth's leaving barbecue.
Arse. Arse bollocks tit. Fuck shit piss balls.
It's not.
No guy should be able to affect me like this! I knew it was him on the phone and I answered and just spent half an hour talking to him...Talking about it. I explained some stuff - he...I dunno.
Christ, I'm practically blushing.
ARRRGH
He wants to meet up on Saturday when he's in Downpatrick.
I'm definitely going to see him on Sunday at Ruth's leaving barbecue.
Arse. Arse bollocks tit. Fuck shit piss balls.
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wait till sunday.
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My own instincts send up a red flag towards /anyone/ asking to meet up alone, unless they are A) someone I'm comfortable being alone around already and B) I am fairly certain of their intent.
If both A and B are met. Then you should go for it, otherwise, be safe first.
My thoughts are simple; if he makes you feel good, then it's a good thing. Be calm about it, know that someone fancying you isn't that world-shaking a thing.. =P
In all my years of communicating with people through text, I have yet to be fundamentally wrong about my inklings towards a person's personality, at least in people I've seen a good deal of writing from..
That being said, from what all I know, my avid attention to your writing, both fictional and you simply writing about yourself, and the blush that's on my face... I do believe that I fancy you as well, if such things are really possible in a case where the only interaction is text. But it is emotion, and a person behind that text, and it's certainly true that for me at least, the foundations of fancying someone are mental things, not physical things, or rather, things that for me seem well conveyed through text in certain situations.. I'm certainly babbling like I fancy you, aren't I?.. Uhhh...
*sits a bit dazed*
Well. With my foot in my mouth, I say this. What I just said doesn't change the fact that you should pursue what your heart tells you is true, whatever and whoever that may be. Keep in mind that your life is YOURS to live, and that if someone can complement you living for yourself, have a sincere and honest up-front relationship of the sort that you feel comfortable with, then there's no reason not to be with them.
Love is supposed to be freedom, not emburdenment. The emburdening things are usually aspects of, or restrictions imposed by society. The first consultant should always be your heart, and thenafter, those you trust with your heart.
It is my philosophy that a lover who could not be among one's best and most trusted friends, then they are not fit to be one's lover.
Shit, I am sooo fucking rambling. I bet I hit the 4300 character limit... Nope. Not 4300, and I've used a non-existant word and a variation thereof. It suggests that by 'sooo', I meant 'socio' and not a lengthening of the word 'so' O_o
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