Dear, I have been, am, and always will be here for you. Always. Getting to know you while you were visiting us was one of the best things that ever happened to me. I believe in you, no matter how you feel about yourself. I fell for you (in a non-romantic way, of course) while you were here. Everything you were while you were around us - well, if it was a mask, it was a deceptively good one. But the person you showed us while you were here... it was a person that most assuredly deserves the love and friendship of those you have in your life. And I truly believe that even when you feel that you are at your worst, that darling that we all got to spend time with is still there. Even if it's just a spark. And even a spark is worth all the love and care in the world. It's worth not giving up on, if only for the hope to be able to nurture that spark until it grows into a flame.
And I'll never give up on you, no matter what. Even if you vanish for periods of time. Even if you cursed my name. Even on the darkest days when all you have to keep you company is your own self-loathing.
Because there's a wonderful woman that I met last spring. And I love her. And she deserves love, maybe even more than anyone. Especially more than anyone, because of what she has to face in her daily life. If there's anyone more worthy to be loved, I balk at it.
My love and hopes and prayers and wishes and warmth and sparkly magic be with you tonight. For no matter what darkness you face, you do so not alone.
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Date: 2009-02-19 03:23 am (UTC)And I'll never give up on you, no matter what. Even if you vanish for periods of time. Even if you cursed my name. Even on the darkest days when all you have to keep you company is your own self-loathing.
Because there's a wonderful woman that I met last spring. And I love her. And she deserves love, maybe even more than anyone. Especially more than anyone, because of what she has to face in her daily life. If there's anyone more worthy to be loved, I balk at it.
My love and hopes and prayers and wishes and warmth and sparkly magic be with you tonight. For no matter what darkness you face, you do so not alone.