klena: (when both our cars collide)
So. As my roller-coastery tweets might communicate to people, the past two weeks have been swinging from cluster-fuck to resolution back into cluster-fuck. It's been getting a lot harder to cope the last few days, particularly with the business being quieter and our anniversary approaching and my mood dropping dramatically.

I'd been toying with making a seperate LJ filter for being in the know of The Situation, and adding some people that I trust, but I keep not doing it.
Number 1, because it'd just be filled with swearing and rage and lots of negativity
and
Number 2, because it's probably only of interest to me.
So that plan went out the window.

I keep feeling a little crazy!face though. Like I want to go and bleach all my hair and dye it some bright obnoxious colour like Clementine or to smash glass bottles against a wall or to scream lots. It's not nice.

Been wanting to pick up my sketchbook again too, and do fanart. Not anything of my own, don't feel creative enough again for that, but fanart for all the awesome "Inception" fics I've read, particularly [livejournal.com profile] foxxcub's non-fic fake!boyfriends and for [livejournal.com profile] whitehaiku's no-longer "Skeptics And Innocents" and for [livejournal.com profile] philosiraptors and [livejournal.com profile] mrsronweasley's "Becoming Joan" verse. However my sketchbook still sits on the architect desk.

Mother's Meeting this week went a little awry as [livejournal.com profile] rogue_dreams was unable to come as she was engaging in Epic Baking in preparation for Maelstrom and Emma was on her way to mine when she got called to the police station (she's a trainer lawyer and was on call tonight). So it was just me and Hannah, and I cooked. For those who know, I am not a confident cook and worry about fucking it up a lot. But tonight I cooked Lemon Chicken and Courgette Pasta and it was pretty fucking tasty. I am very happy with myself. Last week's Chicken and Potato pie wasn't too bad either :)

I feel absolutely fucking knackered but too wired to go to sleep yet. And there is nothing on TV. Awesome.

In conclusion

Tom Gunn - "The Reassurance"

About ten days or so
After we saw you dead
You came back in a dream
I'm alright now you said.

And it was you, although
you were fleshed out again:
You hugged us all round then,
And gave your welcoming beam.

How like you to be kind,
Seeking to reassure.
And, yes, how like my mind
To make itself secure.

And in complete contrast

klena: (take a load off your chest)
Okay, as [livejournal.com profile] hybrid_xisha knows, I have gone mad. Actually insane people? Why you ask? Why?

Well, it all began a few weeks ago. I came to Virginia and [livejournal.com profile] xylodemon wrote bandom!fic about My Chemical Romance. Now I quite like the band and LA reawakened my long silenced goth!girl inside and this fic, coupled with a brutal picspam attack that featured not only pretty MCR boys, but pretty boys in make-up and tattoos and lovely hipbones. Those not in the know? I love all these things. It is a vice. :( Which made me plunge into bandom. I have been listening to all their tunes and looking at pictures and bewailing to [livejournal.com profile] hybrid_xisha the mockery I will no doubt be suffering after revealing all this.

I find out that MCR are playing in New York when I'm there.

...

I WANNA GO!

Am I mad? I'm mad, aren't I?

SPEAKING OF MADNESS RELATED THINGS! [livejournal.com profile] waxrose YOU ARE A BAD INFLUENCE ON ME!

How so? Well!

Letters to Iwo Jima came out in 2006 as did 3:10 to Yuma. Now! I am not dying about Clint Eastwood. I like him - I do! But I don't go out of my way to see his movies. Now - part of me was REALLY SPECIAL and thought these two movies were linked and you had to see one to understand the other, which, is complete bollocks! IS TRAGIC THAT I THOUGHT THIS. Yet there is a light in this tale.

Erica, my love, my light, got me into the WONDER that is Arashi and I have been flailing for about 3 weeks now due to it. And as I started reading up on them, I realised I vaguely knew about MatsuJun previous as two girls on my Japanese course adore Hana Yori Dango and we had a brief discussion about it in Japan. Erica also mentioned Nino being in a Hollywood movie. '\o/', thinks I, 'I will have to hunt this movie down!'

Only to discover it is Letters to Iwo Jima WHICH AMAZED ME BY BEING ON TV TONIGHT.

So I watched it because Nino was in it and I loved it. LOVED IT.

There is one particular shot that made my heart clench and the lighting was amazing and the look on Saito's face - confusion and numbness and shock and utterly lost - that I want. Badly.

Utter bandom!flail on my part.

And now, thanks to MOST OF YOU LOT ON MY F!LIST, I have what I believe to be a massive chunk of my student loan plotted out in expenditures - or, as I call it, my utter acceptance of commodity fetishism.

Now! In matters not related to fandom!flail but rather, another type of flail altogether - PARTY AT THE [livejournal.com profile] therenodaemis/[livejournal.com profile] isthatjamie COMPOUND TOMORROW - WOO HOO!

THUS! IN CONCLUSION!

klena: (Default)
Because my beloved [livejournal.com profile] sacchifox asked me! Questions~~!

1) If you could become anyone, real or fictional, for just one day, who would you be?

I honestly do not know! In the past while I've never really wanted to be anyone else, I've been vaguely happy with who I am. I've had moments where I've wished I've looked like someone else or I was more attractive or clever or productive or not such a fuck-up to make someone else happy - or to make myself happier!

But, in honour of this question, I would...I guess I'd love to be Rose for a day whilst she travelled with the Doctor as she was always learning and the world was always new to her afterwards.

2) Describe your favorite moment from Dr. Who.

....I don't know! I could give you hundreds. this is where I start to go downhill )

Right, I have rambled far, FAR too long now and made no sense and I'm going to stop Who!rambling now. Sorry Sacchi!
3) What's your favorite drink?

Um...I like fruit juice a lot - pineapple, apple, orange etc and I've been drinking water an awful lot to get healthy and stuff! I still love Vanilla Coke in my heart, except for the fact that it is not made anymore which makes me cry!

Probably tea though. Tea is my one true love that has never left me! Despite the bad circulation I get from it, ha ha ha ha!

Alcoholically, I like sweet drinks. I drink Malibu rum with coke or cocktails.

4) What would you name your oldest daughter?

I don't know. I actually have always insisted that I would never have kids because they would be a mess. No, honestly! I walk into walks, for God's sake, what would my kids be like?!?! However, there just seem to be far too many signs that I will be a mum. So I will see what happens!

I'm not sure what I'd name the kids though. I joke about naming them something awful like Cuthbert or Sara-Louise to annoy them or to name them after the wrong month. Like a June baby being called December but I'm not sure! But if she was the eldest girl, like me, I'd want her to have a good strong name, something she's be happy with and something that people could twist into nicknames.

....That's hard. Name my kids for me!

5) What's the first thing that comes to mind upon hearing the word "epiphany?"

A bunch of images, like viewing them through a kalediscope. Sitting in Mass years ago and watching the spring light stream through the stained glass windows and the quiet and the belief, the tingly, the heart-catching sensation that maybe my soul was new and I could start again. And moments being blinded, like the sun hitting your eyes and being dazzled, and being devestated and losing everything, self, knowledge, name, all of it, and integrating it all back into yourself. And quiet moments where you lean against the metal Production Bin in work, arms behind your back, looking at the floor but not really seeing it and just gasping softly, slightly as something you never considered just hits you.


Tagged by my darling big brother! [livejournal.com profile] whitehaiku

Ten people I would sleep with, real or fictional! And then tag five people.

1. Rose Tyler. (Dr. Who) I think she's hot, alright?
2. Sheik (Legend of Zelda). Red eyes, blonde, mysterious. I likes!
3. Salamanca. (Final Waltz) Because I'm her voice and I like the Narcissus-complexity of it. XP Plus, she's experienced.
4. Remus Lupin. (Harry Potter) I have always loved Remus.
5. Cho Hakkai (Saiyuki) Scarred and wiry and injury to the eye! Except for the fact he would probably KILL ME IN THE FACE after. Trufax
6. Noct (Derelict Heaven, Waltz, the universe). Because he's an absolute cutey and adorable and yes, slight crush there!
7. Dean Winchester. (Supernatural)....There is nothing to explain there.
8. Duo Maxwell (Gundam Wing) First fandom!Crush!
9. Rukia Kuchiki(Bleach) Strong willed, snarky, hot. Excellent.
10. ULTIMATE TIE The Doctor. (Dr. Who)
Blu Flyer.
klena: (guessing what I'm thinking about?)
PEOPLE!

I appreciate the suggestions - I do - BUT I NEED MORE!

LISTS PEOPLE. LISTS OF ART

(G.I.P!)
klena: (intellect)
I find this song amusing at the minute for two very important reasons.

1. Trinity and Rock in relation to this song.
2. I'm writing about Estella and her heart and this is the reversal of sex, in a way.

Anyways!

Very rough essay! (As in, the skeleton for the work to be based on.Very skeletal - frail bones, no real muscle!)

I would very much appreciate anyone to read this and tell me whether they think my argument is sound. ♥

Progression and mental life in Great Expectations )

OWARI
klena: (HP)
The first 10 people to comment on this post get to request a drabble/doodle – 100 words or 10 minutes of scribbling – on a subject/character of their choosing from me. In return, they have to post this in their journal. Here are the fandoms I'm willing to write/draw for:


-Harry Potter
- Gundam Wing
- Zelda
- Tsubasa
- XxXholic
- Legal Drug
- Final Waltz
- Saiyuki,
- Full Metal Alchemist
- Kingdom Hearts,
- Z.Q.L (har har har) and
- Sandman

Also - please specify whether you'd like a drawble or a drabble. Otherwise you may -gasp- get both~!
klena: (witicisms)
Lalalalala, close tonight - close tomorrow night.

I don't have much to say of revelance. Then again - that's been happening a lot recently.

I had a zombie dream last night. It was weird. But better than the 'everyone I know dies' dreams I've been having the last few weeks.

Ho hum.

Meme. For when I buzz after the close and can't stop the emo.

The first 10 people to comment on this post get to request a drabble (or two!) ((real drabble: 100 words exactly)) from you. In return, they have to post this in their journal and write a drabble for you. Post all fandoms you're willing to write for. (this is optional; you don't HAVE to do it in return, but it would be pretty spiffy if you did)

Your friends can pick a relationship, a story arc, a missing scene, or pretty much anything they want, unless the author has previously mentioned that they will not write it. They comment with what they want, and you write drabbles and post it in your LiveJournal.


I'll write:
- Harry Potter
- Gundam Wing
- Zelda ([livejournal.com profile] wyna_hiros I'm-a looking at you! :D),
- Tsubasa
- XxXholic
- Legal Drug
- Final Waltz
- Saiyuki,
- Full Metal Alchemist
- Kingdom Hearts,
- Z.Q.L (har har har) and
- Sandman

Ho ho ho. (and re-posting the last meme for more responses. For the win~!)

1) Make a list of 15 characters first, and keep it to yourself for the moment. (That way you're not leading the questions asked to fit the characters.)

2) Ask your flist to post questions in the comments.

For example:

"4, 6, 12 & 15 are starting a band together, what is their name and what kind of music do they play? Also, who's the lead singer, and what instruments do the others play?"

3) After your flist has asked enough questions, round them up and answer them using the 15 characters you selected beforehand, and then post them.


Ho hum.

Back to Link/Kafei - ho ho ho~!

[Edit] ARTISTS I'm colouring something and I'm wondering - how do you effectively colour blood, bruises and bloody smears? :D
klena: (ignorance)
OK, firstly~! DRAWBLES~!! Suggest something to me - a situation, a character, a pairing, a line and I'll draw it. Be as detailed as you want - and you can request the media if you want; pencil, ink even *gasp* colour~! I will draw it for you

So, yeah. This month is going to be mental, Fandom wise.

List~!
- Sekkrit project 1
- Sekkrit project 2
- Sekkrit project 3
- Selkie *facepalm*
- Adele Sessler's pairing piece (20/03)
- Possibly Saiyuki doujin for Kitmun (31/03)
- 'Kingdom Kills' (31/03)
- Rough draft of R/S calender image (31/03)
...
and something else I've forget. Excellent.

Also, for 'Kingdom Kills' I need help from someone. What is Phoenix Down?

I am slightly tired. And it's freezing here because of the North Pole winds. *teeth chatter* And doing drive-through most of the day doesn't do much for my circulation~! :D

One more thing I need help with the calender I'm doing. Tell me what comes into your mind when you read this:

Is it a dream, is it a lie? I think I'll let you decide


Oh, and [livejournal.com profile] whitehaiku, big bro of mine, who would you say was the most honest person through the Otherwar?

OK. Gone!
klena: (ARSE)
OK guys. Already talked to [livejournal.com profile] hybrid_xisha about this but!

I AM DRAWING EXTREME SMUT (and what exactly classifies an NC-17 or R rated piece of art, out of curiosity?) AND NEED HELP WITH THE PAIRING AND POSSIBLE SITUATION

Remus/Sirius
Remus/James/Sirius
Snape/Harry

or
Sirius/Harry

All comments will be loved upon. Most seriously.

In other news: I got out of work 5 minutes past when I was supposed to. RECORD TIMING WHEEE~~~!!
klena: (bitch)
My arm and hand keep trembling for no reason at all. Wierd.

Yo! [livejournal.com profile] hartclanpaladin is Comic Expo on this year? I was thinking of maybe going again!

Right - a catch up post.

YOU
01: Name --
Kathryn Denvir
02: DOB -- 17/12/86
03: Location -- In front of the computer, Downpatrick, Northern Ireland
04: What makes you happy -- Being with friends, having time off, being a geeq, laughing, reading manga, drawing, listening to music
05: Currently listening/the last thing you listened to -- "The Importance of Being Idle" by Oasis - I sold my soul for the second time...
06: Do you read my journal?-- Yes!
07: If yes, what makes it especially good or bad? -- BADNESS IS NOT UPDATING FOR AGES
08: An interesting fact about you -- I have broken all 4 of my wrist bones?
09: Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment? -- Not really.
10: Favourite place to spend your free time -- My room
11: Favourite lyric -- Currently it's a toss up between "I get a life if my heart's not in it", "Here lies my life - it never felt that real to me", "Every day I love you less and less", "There's no point sitting going crazy on your own", "This is the story of the boys who loved you, who loved you now and loved you then" or ""I'll be running circles around you sooner than you know" (Oasis, Steve Conte, Kaiser Chiefs, Kaiser Chiefs again, The Decemberists" and The Ceasars)
12: The best time of the year --Summer I guess.

RECOMMEND
01: A film --
"Jarhead"! Or "Brokeback Mountain" (themostrecentfilmsI'veseenwhat?)
02: A book -- Neil Gaiman's "Smoke And Mirrrors"
03: A band, a song, or album --Um...Kaiser Chiefs! "Employment!"

PLUS
01: One thing you like about me --
02: Two things you like about yourself --
03: Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends --
04: Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you --


ONE. Name a fandom you know I know and I'll tell you:
(Zelda: OoT and MM)


01. The first character I first fell in love with: Impa! She was so awesome
02. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Link and Kafei
03. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Zelda maybe?
04. The character I love that everyone else hates: Malon probably or Anju
05. The character I used to love but don't any longer: Nabooru
06. The character I would shag anytime: Sheik! It's the cowl, man. Or Kafei (obviously, not at 10)
07. The character I'd want to be like: Saria! Or Impa
08. The character I'd slap: Ruto. C'mon, that one was obvious!
09. A pairing that I love: Shiek/Link! Or Kafei/Link or Oni-Link/Kafei XDDD
10. A pairing that I despise: Zelda/Link - you know the really slushy ones? Yeah.

(Final Waltz)
01. The first character I first fell in love with: Julian probably...It's hard to help it!
02. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Seline I'd say. Or Kaet
03. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Not that I don't love him but the fangirls seems to love Jack a lot more than I do
04. The character I love that everyone else hates: I'm not sure. Sal maybe?
05. The character I used to love but don't any longer: Hasn't really happened.
06. The character I would shag anytime: Seline, ha ha ha ha ha. No seriously. Eliot or Sallas I guess.
07. The character I'd want to be like: Salamanca or Blu!
08. The character I'd slap: Jeszryn. Obvious, what?
09. A pairing that I love: The eternal Julian/Iris or Eliot/Julian. Or Sallas/Deionaera, Moira/Iris?
10. A pairing that I despise: Don't really have one. I'm easy when it comes to pairings, ha ha ha!

(Harry Potter)
01. The first character I first fell in love with: Remus! It was so him.
02. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Cedric or Draco, the Twins or Luna
03. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Can't really see the Snape appeal, I suppose....
04. The character I love that everyone else hates: I dunno. The HP fandom is fucking mental for character bias. Tom Riddle maybe?
05. The character I used to love but don't any longer: Fell a bit out of love with Ginny I guess.
06. The character I would shag anytime: Sirius - Remus - Regulus - Cedric - the Twins - Tom Riddle
07. The character I'd want to be like: Hermione or Remus or Lilly.
08. The character I'd slap: Umbridge (so obvious!), Ginny or Cho. Pull yourself together bitch! You gave us a bad name in OotP
09. A pairing that I love: Remus/Sirius, Regulus/Sirius, James/Remus/Sirius, Tom Riddle/Harry, Ginny/Tom Riddle, Harry/Draco, McGoogles/Slughorn (damn you [livejournal.com profile] waxrose!, George/Fred, Harry/Cedric, Harry/Sirius - I have a lot. Don't judge!
10. A pairing that I despise: Harry/Ginny and Ron/Hermione if it's not written well....But I could say that about most of my pairings!

(Gundam Wing)
01. The first character I first fell in love with: Duo. It always was.
02. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Sally I think...Or maybe Heero
03. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Wufei?
04. The character I love that everyone else hates: Lady Une - Represent! Or Dorothy.
05. The character I used to love but don't any longer: Fell out of love with Duo and Quatre for a while but it's coming back!
06. The character I would shag anytime: Duo or Trieze.
07. The character I'd want to be like: Lady Une! Except...y'know, without the split personality or Sally
08. The character I'd slap: Relena
09. A pairing that I love: 1x2, 3x4, 5x13, 6x13, DxR, 2x4, 1x3x4, 2x5
10. A pairing that I despise: 1xR. Can't cope with it.


TWO. This year I missed quite a few movies due to lack of funding. So tell me:
1. What movies really impressed you this year? Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire! Was seriously impressed with that. Star Wars (minus the WOEFUL FUCKING DIALOGUE)
2. Which movies lived up to their hype? HP again, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Star Wars
3. Which movies disappointed you? Amityville Horror. CRAP
4. What movie did you see that you didn't think you would? Ocean's Twelve...And then I fell in love
5. What movie did you secretly enjoy? Ocean's 12
6. What movies would you recommend? Most of the ones I've said here.

Five Favorite Ice Cream Flavors?
- PHISH FOOD, yum yum
- Mint choc chip
- Chunky Monkey
- Pooh Bear
- Strawberries and Cream

Top Five favourite anime characters
- Kaworu from "Evangelion"
- Lady Une from "Gundam Wing"
- Spike from "Cowboy Be-Bop"
- Ed and Al from "Full Metal Alchemist" (Someone needs to pimp out the starting and ending themes to those)
- The Saiyuki group (yes I cheated and used manga. XPP)

Top 5...cutest animals!
- CATS!
- Dogs
- Mice
- Horses
- Rabbits

5 things you'd do right away, if the boundries of money and work and ease of travel were lifted and you could go anywhere to see anyone and do anything with said someone(s) Any number of combinations are welcome =)

- Do a round-trip of the ZQL and my net pals. That is so at the top.

- Go to Japan and go to an anime convention

- Bring everyone down to the time-share in Florida and party like it was 1975 my last few days ever

- Trail through Vatican city and Venice and Florence and Paris with my mates

- Just wander through the world with whoever wanted to join me and delight in seeing completely different things than I was used to.
klena: (believe)
ALRIGHT. BLACKCEST AHOY!!

Yes, I've sorta finished. 7 and a half hours. The Gods of Inking decided to smile on me by playing "Talk" on VH2 as I was sitting frowning at the images. XDDD Which gave me a much-needed boost:

Oh, brother, I can’t, I can’t get through
I’ve been trying hard to reach you
Cause I don’t know what to do
Oh, brother, I can’t believe it’s true
I’m so scared about the future
And I want to talk to you
Oh, I want to talk to you


I'm telling you. Fucking FATE people! XDDDDD

However I still have touch-ups and whatnot to do as well as any constructive criticisms you lot give me!! XDDDD And the pencil lines aren't erased either.

OK!

For [livejournal.com profile] cs_whitewolf and the Illustrated Fic Challenge!

Several decent sized images - a few not entirely worksafe )

I so need an artist or arty icon. *facepalms again*

Plus - communities to post this too?
klena: (Remus)
Oh my beautiful beautiful brain feet and knees. The pain~!

I am serious - my feet are killing me but I've...I've been enjoying work. Yes that's right, enjoying working. In McDonalds. ^_^ I am weird. But, I don't get a chance to think, just act which is totally different from the other jobs I've done. ^_^

Rota! (Own personal reference)
Yesterday 11 - 6
Today 11 - 6
Monday 12 - 6
Tuesday OFF! But OXFAM 2 - 5
Wednesday 12 - 7
Thursday OFF OXFAM! 2 - 5
Friday 4 - 10 (....*weeps*)
Saturday 12 - 8
Sunday 12 - 6

BRAINSSSSSSS

....

OK, and I need one (or more!) of you to keep prodding me about writing the 10 Unsent Letters of James Potter BEFORE THE 24TH! I have to send them in! (And I'll be in Aberdeen too :O)

THE EIGHTEENTH APPROACHES! ELIZABETH AND I ARE WONDERING! DO YOU KNOW WHAT ABOUT? XDDDD

Dinner. Bed.

(owieowieowie!)
klena: (Gorillaz)
Yay for '74-75' randomly popping back into my head. All sorts of love for that song~!

I worked out this morning that since I came home on Saturday I've slept for 24 hours in total. Unfortunately 2 of those hours were my total sleep last night. Going to sleep at 4 and waking up at 6 is NOT ON, BODY!

Well, that's it told. ^_^

(this is descending into random madness)

I have a whole bunch of stuff to say so I'm going to say some of it.

I'm thinking of entering the Rising Stars of Manga UK competition except that the entries have to be in by the 30th which is less than two weeks away. So all laughing, discouraging and ideas are greatly appreciated kthnxbai.

It's Fandom Time~~~!! (I have been inspired since I came home - it's all good!)

Which would be better -
Harry/dead!Draco
or
Draco/dead!Harry?
And there is NO necrophilia. At the minute.

And give me random HP characters to go with this line - "I should not have let you know"

I'M STILL WAITING ON PYRO!HARRY RECS! I WANT THINGS TO BURN!

I am totally going away now. There will be a Flordia report if desired as well as a tally of what I bought. If I stay conscious for the rest of the day. NOW! TO BREAKFAST!
klena: (Default)
Matey's! Ignore this! This is just my HP plot-bunny list for my own reference

- "In The House In A Heartbeat" Reg/S/R [Reg narrates]

- R/S leading up to Hallowe'en '81 [Coldplay - "Sparks", "Spies", "Shiver"]

- R/S/J

- H/D - And what Potter? You come back from battle and want a post-war fuck? Is that it? Do you want me to swoon in your arms then fall to my knees?"

- H/D. "Sunlight" [Draco PoV] Hand. ?War-end?

- Veil with 3S.

- "Passive" [A Perfect Circle]

- Twincest [Goblet of Fire/Yule Ball]

- The Veil cross-over with American Gods

- "And that's the way it goes sometimes." J/Reg

- Andre Acimin's 'Lavender'

- Multi-pairing - "I should not have let you know"

- Amnesiac!Sirius - "Why It's Called An Unforgivable" "...Moony..." Breathe out

- "Wires" [Athlete] Tortured!Ministry-pet!Remus, torn!Sirius

- Tom/Harry dreamscape

- Fluffy Blackcest

- Hesitant!Remus/Married!Lily - "It isn't cheating he knows"

- Snape/Slughorn - "I was never one of your trinkets or prizes"

- Remus post-OotP (Hermione) (Patronus)

- Aqualung

- Dark!fic- The moon/Remus/Moony

- "Shoelace, Bandages And All That's Beneath" R/S PWP

- Almost-a-bastard!Remus/Tonks

- Post-war Twin!fic

- Mad!Crying!Sirius - "Mischief managed Pads?"

- James-centric "Dichotomy" The split in self

- Colour fic: "Orange Glow", "Green Light", "Amber", "Azure/Sky Blue", "Crimson Splatter", "Deeper Shade of Grey", "Blackened",

- Pyro!Harry - [Coldplay - "Rush Of Blood To The Head"]

- Remus astrology fic come on, my star is fading

- The burning of 12 Grimmauld Place - celebration

- Sirius/Harry - "What are you?" "...a whisper..."

- "A Warning" [Coldplay] When the truth is...I miss you... "And I crawl back into your open arms" And I'm tired...I should not have let you go.

-Probably that Trio!smut idea


Man what a list. Damn you Coldplay!
klena: (Shoebox)
Dear Lords, one day I will not how to link to an LJ community or how to link in general.

But since I can't -

I have thrown my name into the Snap's Cup meme. Those who know the link, know it. Those who don't - sorry! I suck at the internets. ^_^;;

Really should work.

Eh.

FRIDAY BABY! And since it is, and I'm feeling wild, request a drabble. Any pairing, any rating just prompt me and I will write it in my response to your comment which = instant drabbles. (And I will get the other meme's and stuff done, I will I will!)
klena: (Default)
I have just spent a hour and a half out in the patchy sunshine writing the second pairing for [livejournal.com profile] kabeyk's ficlet. Gods help me, I like the Peter I wrote. And I have come to the conclusion that Sirius is a rambler. A very long rambler who takes fucking AGES to get to the point. He also the pride of place of being the first character I've ever written for who makes very sexually-explicit. He also sort of broke my heart. And he's going to break it more - I know this.

I wonder if I'll get everything done?

I'm having such problems writing kissing. Does anyone have any recs they could spam me with? First kisses - any fandom. I'm drawing a blank. *le sigh*

I do, however, like where [livejournal.com profile] kabeyk's fic is going. It's written unlike anything I've ever done in that there is a separation - but I'm going on.

Hey, where is everybody?

[Edit] I was just talking to dad about this song and dancing to it with very '60's liquid arms as he played it and he turned and laughed, "it's like the past 40 years haven't happened."
Me: I know - I do listen to a whole ton of stuff you listened to when you were young.
Dad: No - you look just like my sister did as we were growing up.
I was really pleased. OK Aunty did once put my uncle's head through the glass of the front door but generally she seems to be pretty cool.
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I've finished it! I've read 'Half-Blood Prince~~~!

Yay!

Spoiler-ific entries to follow. Including ones about Astral Sex. You know what I'm on about [livejournal.com profile] donal
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Have I mentioned lately that I fucking LOVE Chris Cornell's voice. It's utter sex. *Drools*

This post isn't going to feature anything remotely interesting. I'm just making a list of my next few days and things I need to remember.

Thursday going to Speedy's with Efa for pub quiz? Might need to pick up more milk. Also mail the bills for mum. **Need to pay bills first. Look at getting more money out. Taxi home? Need to do most of the major house-cleaning today. Text June with bus times for Saturday.

Friday Sleepover day. Stock up on junk. ??Are we getting movies out? Check what times everyone's getting down at. Should be around 6? 7? Going to Chinese. Emperor almost definite. Need to book? Is Friday night. Walk home? Or taxi? Get money out for Ruth's presents, possible taxi to Ruth's and Chinese.

Saturday Leave June down to bus station. Probably Jules and Lillybet too. Might have breakfast down the street. Pick up Half-Blood Prince. Give to Matthew to hold until I re-read the other books. Tidy up after sleepover. Last wash will be going to today or else there will be ironing to do on Monday. ??Pick up a present or two for Ruth. What do you get for someone going to Alaska?

Sunday Last minute cleaning. Clean the cars if it's a good day. Book taxi to go up to Ruth's leaving barbecue if Jenni isn't going. Fuck it, will need to get more money out on Friday then. Come home. Do any last minute ironing. Check house in order.

Monday. D-Day. Parents home. Haven't a fucking clue when. Need to check that out. Possibly make a ghetto quick banner. Keep away from books until they're home.

OK. That's the next few days sorted.

Random notes:

1) Fuck it, Aimee Mann was playing down in Dublin Monday and Tuesday. Need to keep on the gig circuit.

2) Look up Tennant's Festival ticket prices.

3) Dude, look up what Coldplay songs where playing up the Saul Road. 3, 4 and 5 from Parachutes. Remus/Sirius angst vibes abound.

4) Remus/James/Sirius. Hogwarts.

5) That Harry/Draco one. "And what, Potter? You come back here and expect a post-war fuck? Is that it?"

6) Harry/Draco - Sunlight. Draco POV

7) Veil. 3 Sirius'. Psychological.

8) Plant those flowers.

9) Ghetto HP summaries.

FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
klena: (Gorillaz)
Lazy day.

The special Quentin Tarentino C.S.I season finale is on in 10 minutes. Yay! Except for the buried alive thing. That scares me.

I've also to get Chamber of Secrets finished tonight if I'm to read all of Azkaban tomorrow, in order to be ready for Saturday. Need to draw more HP stuff.

An awful lot of post-apocalyptic type plot bunny's are floating around my head. Have to get them down on paper.

Also need to see if there are bills to be paid and to get my phone charger. I feel like I've lost a limb or something. Which is bizarre because about a year ago I could have done without my phone, no problem. Tragic.

I hope my laptop isn't breaking. But I need to get all my stuff on a memory stick. I've just got a feeling she's not going to turn on or something. Wierd.

Need to write more porn.

Need to finish that Tom Riddle/Harry pic which I redrew FOUR times before I was happy with it.

OH! I'm making a patchwork T-shirt and I'm looking for quotes referring to be stitched. Stitched up, being put back together, ripped apart - any analogies like that. Especially fandom ones would be awesome.

Hey, guys on my Friends list - does the gay thing really squick you/ make you uncomfortable as much as it is proclaimed? Or is it a country thing? I know I should be asking a greater variety of guys but I haven't seen any of them in a while.

This journal entry is everywhere. Ah well.

I want to eat. Can you make scrambled eggs in 5 minutes?

I'm off to try~!


.....it's hard to move with a lap-full of kittens
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Fuck, just as I typed the subject line, I've got an awesome idea for a HP fic. But it'll probably only turn out to be a drabble. But the IDEAS! It's been ages since a fandom-fic idea struck me.

Sweet!

Also, self, the line is "And what Potter? You come back from battle and want a post-war fuck? Is that it? Do you want me to swoon in your arms and then fall to my knees?"

Gotta phone call from mum and dad. They were slightly worried about the lack of response to their text messages but my battery is dead and mum stole the only charger we knew we definitely had. So there has been no communication.

Mum loved her present though and they're having a great time. Apparently there's SHEDLOADS of talent over there too. To quote mother-dear: If I were 30 years younger, I'd have been making some connections.

Hahahaha. And my letter got lots of laughs. Dad told me I'm a witty little bitch and Auntie Christine thinks it's great that I write exactly the way I talk. Ms. Palmer also said that I do that, which I never realised 'til now. Cool!

Matt went to Belfast on his own. Which gave me time to wash clothes, hang stuff out and draw. I actually managed to draw something that pleased me. Especially after the Tom Riddle/Harry episode. Also - smutty is good.

The image, for anyone interested, was Harry/Draco and inspired by 'Tell me whom you love and I will tell you who you are.' Which I'm going to squee over in the next paragraph. Anyway it has upset/reluctant!Harry leaning forward with a collar and nipple ring. (also he has...em...stuff on his face which I may rub out) Collar is attached to a rope which is being pulled by a figure in background. Draco's in a very protective, almost shying away pose yet has to lean forward. Eyes looking up at Harry. Also has a collar and nipple rings...and stuff... It's the smuttiest thing I've ever drawn. And I'm so happy with it.

Anyway! The smut was inspired, as I said, by the story 'Tell me whom you love and I will tell you who you are' on the hp_literotica community. Awesome story. There is no real explanation to why Draco and Harry are now public prostitutes, which is better in a way. It's brutal and dark and angsty and implies just enough to let your imagination loose. Also - non-main Harry Potter characters being brutal to Harry/Draco is askfsjng,snd. <---just like that. Dude, how could you not love a story that rips your heart out by beginning;

On the fifth of July, Harry Potter wakes, and wishes he hadn't.

You can't look away from it.

Ok. I've rambled about my porny stuff and haven't even touched my conversations with Dei and Tim about our Three-way!yaoi-image and buying yaoi doujinshi, respectively.

Y'know, over the past few days I've talked and gotten to know quite a few people. People I've never IM'd before, people who I've only just met, friends I worry about and people who I never expected to talk to. And they are perhaps the most awesome people and I'm so grateful to have had the chance to talk to them and to meet them. And Zalan's coming over in, like, a month and I'm just happy.

I feel so creative for the first time since school's end and I'm happy with who I am and I'm confident in myself.

Life is awesome.

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